Sorrowful-Hope

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Maybe ...

I wish i could stop time just forawhile ....

Maybe i'm just selfish ....
Maybe i'm just different ....
Maybe i'm just hiding things ....
Maybe i'm just not that a good person ....

my sad world. 6:39 PM

Still wondering whether i should post this post on my blog ....

Well, actually suppose to meet my darling for dinner ....
But thought that my daddy going to be discharged from hospital ....

Stayed home to cook for my ah ma and partly did not want to go out cause i was expecting to go out for dinner with my darling ....
Than my darling said maybe i should accompany him today ....
So i was hoping he will come back and we can go for dinner ....

Its not that i didnt show care and concern ....
I went to see him after my bookout ....
Kept messaging him ....
Asked him for dinner ....

But guess his not coming back due to futher tests ....

Guess i'm stuck at home for the whole day ....
Just feel abit upset thats all ....
No dinner with my daddy,
nor accompany my darling ....

Haxi ....
Dun worry, i'm just grumbling, be fine tomorrow ....

my sad world. 5:05 PM

Sunday, December 26, 2010

X'mas ...

Haha, X'mas is here ....
Although i didnt enter a X'mas mood ....

Thanks to my darling, made me ginger bread man ....
So cute right?

Haha, My present for my darling ....
But i wan use for 2 weeks before i hand over to you ....
Heehee sorry ar ....

Must say i testing for u ....
Bleh ....

Hope you like it ....

my sad world. 4:59 PM

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Feel so unHappy ..

I wanted to get an ipod touch ....

1. But walked the whole Sim Lim .... all dun sell the pervious generation .....
2. My mother reminded me tat my sister had an ipod nano last time, but now she pushing the blame to my bro .... Haxi ....

Well, at the end of the day its a want and not a must ....

Anyways mummy promised to help me search for it , YEAH !! .... But most likely forget, Haxi ....

3. I see you so little this week ....
Although i keep saying its the quality of time and not the amount tat counts ....
Just somethings are only words ....

my sad world. 5:31 PM

Went to my uncles house to celebrate my 21th ....

OMG, Imagin my small cousin made this for me .... So cute right she !!

Wanted you to come, but i too felt its abit wierd ...

Maybe not this year's ba ^-^

my sad world. 5:19 PM

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Wow, So shocked !!

OMG !!! This Gotta Be The Sweetest Thing I've Ever Recieved !!

I was like so shocked of her surprise Bday present ....

Its a Custom made pillow !!!

Totally shocked , as this was my idea for her bday ....
Omg right down to the slightest detail ....
There was even a little inside the ZIP !!!!!

I dunno how she got the idea .....
But it totally took my breathe away ....
Although i didnt say much ....

Every little thing you do ...
Makes me love you more and more ...

Thanks my darling

my sad world. 8:00 AM

Omg , my teeth chipped ....

Lucky its the last day in camp ....

No pain thou ....

Just uncomfortable ....

Gotta get it done ....

my sad world. 7:58 AM

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Counting down ....

Counting down 10 Days .....

Sad its a Wednesday ....
Glad this year's (and Onward) b'day i have you ....

Haha,
Totally different post starts now ...

I know we are same same but different in some ways ....
Although people may think tat similar personalities will not work out, I'm determined to make it work ....
Although i'm boring !! i'll try to inject sparks, surprises and humor into the relationship ....

Haha,
Just love you the way you are !!
Esp when you hug my hand tight ....
Esp when you sleep on my shoulder ....
Esp when you shy shy ....

You may not be the most perfect person in the world ....
But so far you are to me ....
I hope this means alot to you ....

my sad world. 4:16 PM

Blog Introduction
"Sorrowful Hope"
Do you feel that hope is sorrowful ? Well i do

Hope is a cheerful feeling to have I have to admit myself . But hope turns dark when we are grasping on to something that cannot happen or that is impossible .

In some point in our life , we will aim for something we cannot get . It maybe small or big , simple or complex .

People always say that we can loose everything but hope . Once hope is lost , the battle has lost < means everything we worked so hard for and that future is gone >

But is hope really that worth , especially when we cannot obtain it ? Or should it be given up ?

True Feelings
I'm a faithful and loyal guy ....
However if u did sth wrong,
I'LL remember it 4EVA

AIMS in my life
1. I not going to be EMO no more !! (Partly Achieved)

2. I'm going to be the best friend to my friends !! (Forever A Task)

3. Live By this quote : Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

4. Lose weight

5. Know what i want in life, Occupation?

~~6. GPA at least a 3 at the end of poly life (possible but hard)~~ IMPOSSIBLE

7. Read Newspaper everyday?
^-^

Me
Gener : Male
DOB : 15th December 1989
Status : Single
Country : Singapore ( SG )
Primary School : SHPS
Secondary School : SHSS
Teritary Education : TP

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