Sorrowful-Hope

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Vivian's Bday

Happy 21th Bday to Vivian ...

Haha, the new sized me ....

Hope i look nice ....

My sis once said that my cubbier version looked better ....

*PM: Somehow i just dun wan to let you go ....

my sad world. 4:44 PM

Saturday, November 27, 2010

HG Finally over

Today Our Company had our HG range ....

Honestly i didnt have the slighest idea on how loud it will be ....
And OMG its freaking loud ....
Block charges are louder thou ....

At the range ....
The moment you take the HG ....
And put it in the pouch just above your heart ....

My heart just keeps pounding ....
Especially when explosions are occuring everywhere ....

All i could think about is coming back to you in one piece ....

my sad world. 12:31 AM

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Just the way you are

Don't keep worrying about how people view you ....

Cos i fell in love with you ... because you are yourself ....
What matters is how i feel , the rest of the world is secondary to me ....

Keep on smiling dear ....

my sad world. 7:18 PM

Silly girl ....

i changed my dressing, hope you like it ... no time to post pictures, wait for next week ....

gtg book in ....

army drained my time haxi .....

my sad world. 6:52 PM

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Every Time We Meet ...

.... Every Time We Meet , Its A Fresh New Experience ....

.... Every Time We Meet , Its A Precious Memory In My Heart ....

.... Every Time We Meet , My Heart Just Leaps For Joy ....

Sometimes Its The Little Things In Life That Counts ....

You don't have to be a model , because you're the most beautiful person to me ....

You don't have to be a humanitarian , because you're the kindest person I've met ....

You don't have to be famous , because you smile melt hearts ....

my sad world. 9:38 AM

Sunday, November 14, 2010

last post before i book in

sad to part ...

see u on wed ....

till then tc k

my sad world. 8:11 PM

Love's Language is Known to all ....

I Hope I'll fall in love with you all over & over again .... Even in my next lives ....
Noone is perfect, Just perfect to me ....

Love You

my sad world. 5:48 PM

Recently you been thinking alot about your future ....
Wat you wanna work as and stuff ....

If only i had enough money, i might set up a shop for you ....
Wat occupation is less stressful on the mind?
*deep in thoughts

*Note: I know you don't want to let me know your worries .... But I wish to know .... So don't keep things from me .... ok? Darling?

my sad world. 9:23 AM

Sunday, November 7, 2010

I'm Glad, Sad at the same time ...

I'm Glad that you gathered your courage to share with me it ....
Its because:
1. I know you trust me, more than enough to tell me it ....
2. I know what happened that changed you ...

I don't think i need to touch on the sad part ....

*A Little Note for someone special,

Just to let you know,
I know you are strong, stubbon ....
And that you will keep alot of things deep inside your heart, cos you don't wish to trouble others ....
But I hope you realise that there are people out there tat you can relay on, I hope you will lean on me for support ....
I know i'm not a superhuman, and i cant be there for u all the time ....
But I'll try my very best to be there for you, to support you, to care for you and to love you the best that i can ....

Loves
J.Chan

my sad world. 7:00 PM

So So So Sweet of you ....
Although you may not feel i appreciate it ....
But just to let you know it means alot to me ....

Haha, I Recieved 1 big heart shape letter with 4 small mini letters inside ....
As well as a packet of cookies ....

You didnt have to ....
Make me feel guilty for making you have not enough sleep ....

my sad world. 10:41 AM

Field Camp is finally over ...
Overall it was easier than expected ...

But it plays alot in my mental strength ...
During the midst of field camp ...

I was:
Cold, shivering in my shellscape
Wet, due to the 3 nights of rain
Lonely, in the darkness of the bottomless pit

But i sat there in the rain, not wanting to give up ...
Because this was training,
Training to defend my country and those who mean alot to me ...

Also my OC said to us ...
If you are not strong enough to go through fieldcamp,
Would you be strong enough to protect and to support your GF?
This came to my mind quite often, esp when i really want to give up ...

Glad its over,
Glad i survived through it ...
Glad i did it for U (and many other reasons, but must emphasize on it, Waha) ...

my sad world. 10:30 AM

Blog Introduction
"Sorrowful Hope"
Do you feel that hope is sorrowful ? Well i do

Hope is a cheerful feeling to have I have to admit myself . But hope turns dark when we are grasping on to something that cannot happen or that is impossible .

In some point in our life , we will aim for something we cannot get . It maybe small or big , simple or complex .

People always say that we can loose everything but hope . Once hope is lost , the battle has lost < means everything we worked so hard for and that future is gone >

But is hope really that worth , especially when we cannot obtain it ? Or should it be given up ?

True Feelings
I'm a faithful and loyal guy ....
However if u did sth wrong,
I'LL remember it 4EVA

AIMS in my life
1. I not going to be EMO no more !! (Partly Achieved)

2. I'm going to be the best friend to my friends !! (Forever A Task)

3. Live By this quote : Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

4. Lose weight

5. Know what i want in life, Occupation?

~~6. GPA at least a 3 at the end of poly life (possible but hard)~~ IMPOSSIBLE

7. Read Newspaper everyday?
^-^

Me
Gener : Male
DOB : 15th December 1989
Status : Single
Country : Singapore ( SG )
Primary School : SHPS
Secondary School : SHSS
Teritary Education : TP

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