Sorrowful-Hope

Monday, June 29, 2009

Transformer + Brooks Run

After study, me, lee seng, alan and the lim family went to watch transformer .....
Disappointed at first, cause alot of people say not good even the news gave 1 pop corn .....

Honestly, the 1st transformer was nicer ....
Maybe because i watch with friends which made my movie experience better with jokes and nonsensical comments ....

On the way back , played with lee seng's beanie !! Shuai ma ? people say fierce looking

Super Tired, movie ended at 1230 .... And i had Brooks 5km charity Run the next day at RP .... 5am gotta wake .....

Set 2 alarm 0500 and 0515 (failed)

Morning call + message (failed but greatly appricated)

For those who know me well, imagin how tired am i .... Managed to wake at 0517 ....

Team Temasek !! joking

Never imagin that it be so fun ....
Didnt believe running time felt so short ....

Anyways, those who watch the news, Did u see us?

My daddy say he saw me, at the starting line on the news !!

COOL MAN

my sad world. 8:00 PM

Friday, June 26, 2009

haxi ....

Why all of a sudden .... I become the bad person?
Isit wrong ?!
I Just don't understand !!
Fk lar

I dunno what is it that make u angry .... what i did and stuff .....
And i'm not an expert in girls ....
Somehow i just dun understand them anymore .....
The harder i try the more painful i become ....

1stly, i dun even want to be a blockage between **** and **** .....
Just somehow when i feel that a gal a good gal, i'll tc of her in a way .....
I dunno whats wrong with me , but throughout all my cliques, i have 1 gal whom i tc better over the others ....

for example, in 2.2 it was u .... So i really cant understand what u really mean ....

Also after the outing, i really did try not being so close to ****.
These things dun change overnight .....

Haxi, i jux cant understand wat the world wants from me .....
Fk i give up ..... feel so pissed .....
Wan me treat everyone bad, i really cant be bothered anymore.....
Haxi .....

my sad world. 11:20 PM

I cant keep supporting you and your girlfriend .....

You should understand .....

My resources are not unlimited .....

Happy Bday Steven !!

my sad world. 8:59 AM

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

I Dun Understand !!

Its hard to a nicest person that i can !!
Can i not be 1 anymore ....

I cant please everyone ....

Haxi .... But i kinda love being there for people, treating them nice ....

Ironic !!

I got 2Bs so far for my mid sem .... 1 kinda happy, 1 kinda disappointed ....
Yesterday talking with Debbie at the bus stop, realised i'm super stress and sad .....
Imagine i need to get a 3.62 for both sem for me to get a 3 overall GPA ....
I dun tink i can make it, feel like crying ....

Nonetheless, i will try my hardest ....
Upcoming AFP retest, 19 July ....
I dun have time anymore ....
Can i sacrifice my sleep to study ? ....
Can i sacrifice my eating time to study ? ....

my sad world. 9:39 AM

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Mission was a success !!

22 June 2009
From our previous failure !!
This time we made it !! TO EAST COAST PARK !!

Sorry alan we didnt call u, it was kinda a last minute thing + You are not pro enough .....
Joking, just pratice more, next time u will come with us ....

Night Cycling was a BLAST !!
The wind was superb !!
I cant wait to go again !!

my sad world. 9:26 AM

Thursday, June 18, 2009

17 june 2009 review

17th June .....

ATE KFC BREAKFIRST .... ate 2 of the wraps .... Amercian is nice, dun buy original .....

Then after project, went cycling .....

Had a tough time finding an extra bike for ALAN ..... Kinda unappreciative attitude ..... HMPH ....

Then we cycle to around TP, alan got an "accident", the bike gear pierced into his leg .....
OUCH !! Helping him i got 2 cuts .... Oh well considered minor already ....

Haha, cycle next time and complete our mission to EAST COAST PARK !!

my sad world. 1:27 AM

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Teaching a OLD MAN "how to cycle?"

Haha, Yesterday after project ....

I got a command from the boss in green to teach alan how to cycle ....

The plan was today, evening go cycling .....

Lee seng, Alan, Me, Joel

Under my instructions , i FAILED .... Rather i didnt teach much as i spent much time getting the bikes ready .....

Well alan PASSED under lee seng's instructions ....

Cant wait, tomorrow KFC breakfirst and evening cycling !!

*sorry debbie, i felt i kinda felt out today, but glad u came with us to teach that FAG cycling....

*also dun need to post me on ur blog, i didnt do much and kinda shy(act cute)

my sad world. 1:44 AM

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Haxi .....

Kinda Super Disappointed in myself ....

Kept asking myself, WHY !!
WHY all my frens can do it, i couldnt ....

Haxi ....

Well, thanks someone who kept cheering me up, really appricate it .....

Well, i'll pull thru somehow ..... No need to worry .....

my sad world. 9:42 PM

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

What Happened Yesterday ....

Yesterday, was helping out at LOM camp as night walk helpers .....

Came at 3+pm to help out, cover the lights with newspapers on the 4th floor, 5th floor and 6th floor .....

Well, 6th floor risked my life ..... WAHA
Anyways felt kinda good leading people like a incharge .....

When all the lights we covered , we went for make up and briefing ..... Well skipped the part abt breifing cause noone would be interested in what will happen in the camp .....

Time for our ghostly pictures, NOT FOR THE FAINT HEARTED !!

Jeremy the car bang ghost !!

Ghost father and daughter !!

Actually the school seems so peaceful at night , don't u agree ?

Well, the students were generally unscared about us, and kinda unappreciative ..... But what matters is we had fun ourselves .....

And took taxi back with my daughter at 3++ am ....

Well when i reached home, there was a letter from me ....

Telling me that i failed my financial planning module .....

Sianz, quite depressed about it ....

Anyways, which ass did this at my house busstop.....

Its sweet thou .... haha

my sad world. 8:20 PM

I just reach home from camp helper .... act as ghost .....

Well, blog next time abt it

Goin to bed .... oyasumi

my sad world. 3:44 AM

Saturday, June 6, 2009

3.1 Mid-Sem Is Over

WOW, seriously this is the hardest i studied for test in poly ....
Hope my hardwork pays off ....

Anyways yesterday was a blast, it almost seems like we graduated ....

PLAYERS : Debbie, Me, Steven, Jeslyn !!

After SAPM test which ended at 10 ....
We went to white sands for breakfirst at Burger King, which i promised someone to eat BK breakfirst ....

Then went Ehub play bowling, i super off form .... Also watch terminator , NICE SHOW !!!

Went parkway to play pool ....

Day ended at 9pm !!
Full day of playing !!

my sad world. 8:45 AM

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

IF ...........

Thoughts are racing through my head .....
So please don't read this post ....
Just need to get it out of my head .....

If I said i'm never too busy for you? would you find me if u needed?
If i let u lean on me? would u?
If i told you, your not alone cause i'll be there for u? would u believe?

I wouldn't promise forever, but promise as long as i can ....
Why am i so emotional all of a sudden? Haxi

Well gtg back study, test at 1pm .... JIA YOU !!

my sad world. 7:26 AM

Monday, June 1, 2009

Not to Be Read !!

I dunno lar ....

Somehow still, wat makes u sad makes me sad !!

I know i promised sth for so long and i haven broken it, be can it ?

Feel so frustrated .... Guess thats e least of my problems and i shall tackle after exams ....

my sad world. 7:54 AM

Blog Introduction
"Sorrowful Hope"
Do you feel that hope is sorrowful ? Well i do

Hope is a cheerful feeling to have I have to admit myself . But hope turns dark when we are grasping on to something that cannot happen or that is impossible .

In some point in our life , we will aim for something we cannot get . It maybe small or big , simple or complex .

People always say that we can loose everything but hope . Once hope is lost , the battle has lost < means everything we worked so hard for and that future is gone >

But is hope really that worth , especially when we cannot obtain it ? Or should it be given up ?

True Feelings
I'm a faithful and loyal guy ....
However if u did sth wrong,
I'LL remember it 4EVA

AIMS in my life
1. I not going to be EMO no more !! (Partly Achieved)

2. I'm going to be the best friend to my friends !! (Forever A Task)

3. Live By this quote : Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

4. Lose weight

5. Know what i want in life, Occupation?

~~6. GPA at least a 3 at the end of poly life (possible but hard)~~ IMPOSSIBLE

7. Read Newspaper everyday?
^-^

Me
Gener : Male
DOB : 15th December 1989
Status : Single
Country : Singapore ( SG )
Primary School : SHPS
Secondary School : SHSS
Teritary Education : TP

Likes :
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Going Out With Frens
Slacking
Playing Games
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BackStabers / Liers
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