Sorrowful-Hope

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Sorry all ....

Sorry all .....

This 2 weeks haven been really nice .....
Been so impatient and frustrated .....

Not going to say the reason why ....
But i'm just really sorry ....

my sad world. 7:06 PM

Monday, April 27, 2009

1st day of my master plan ....

I feel like shit now !!!

Past 2 days working, feel so tired .....
Not enough slp .....
Then haven been eating much .....
Then went gym at 9 .....

FEEL LIKE FAINTING !!!!! i shall take a nap before i go sch

my sad world. 10:29 AM

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

2nd day of sch ...

Its only the 2nd day of school, and i feel like shit .... Feel so god dam stress .....

Seriously 24hrs is not enough .... Can the world be 48hrs?

I have to study AFP ....
Study my Poly subjects ....
Excerise, for army ....
Budgeting, stop working for awhile, i feel so stress abt money ....
Shit, must study driving also ....

I feel so troubled, someone relief me plz .....
Strength is all i need ....
I guess i could pull thru if i tried hard enough ....
Haxi ....

Piano songs claim my soul ....
Whenever i am not quite right, i will listen to them ....

my sad world. 4:16 PM

U been acting wield yesterday ....

Somehow its rather fishy ....

Could you please tell me why, seriously .....

Mood playing: Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up for you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven.

This phrase caught me .....
Imagin someone tells you that ....
Tell you ur heart sure ache !!!

my sad world. 9:24 AM

Monday, April 20, 2009

Today is the start of a new semester !!

Well, although today is the 1st day of school ..... I didnt need to go school, because 1st week no tutorial .... HAHA

This semester is no joke !!

I'm dead serious .....
I'm going to work my hardest + exercise .....
Aims = 3.7 ....

my sad world. 3:06 PM

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Cheering up broken hearts

Recently, around me appeared several broken hearted friends ....

Hope they be ok .....
Wish i could do more .....
Than just being there for them .....
Wish it could be so easy as just to use super glue .....
But the fact is, even if super glue can be solved, there will still leave an incurable scar .....

And it hurts to see them that way, but they couldnt noe, cause i must hide it away in order to cheer them up .....

This 2 days, been trying to cheer my beloved daughter .....

Day 1 : Me and my daughter went to changi airport to study, then went to TM to watch 17 again ....

Honestly, this show was quite touching .... However, no matter how much i would love to change the past at time, the past should not be changed ....

Day 2: woke up early to accompany her to fortune teller .... I wasnt that comfortable about the idea .... Its not that i do not believe it, its because i believe that the future should not be said but experienced ....

Do u agree?

Anyways hope she felt better ....

my sad world. 11:59 PM

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Tampines 1 !!

TAMPINES 1 Is OPEN !!!!!!!!!!

The long awaited tampines 1 is open ....
Shops are cool ....

But then, i got a bad impression of it already ....
1. 2 days in from the opening and the escalators are having problems, maybe its due to the overwhelming amount of people ....
2. The lift gives a sharp high pitch cry when you hold it too long !! WTH someone is going to be deaf soon ....
3. The carpark only has 1 level .... not enough for a 5 story shopping centre ....

my sad world. 7:09 AM

Friday, April 10, 2009

Off my fone for 1 day ....

WOW, so shocked ....

I only off my phone for few hours, and i realised that alot of people were worried ....

My parents, my friends ....

So touched ....
I shall try not to off my phone anymore ....

my sad world. 11:26 AM

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Envy !!

I know i told some people:
"Don't envy others, cause it will only hurt you"

But somehow i cant seem to stop envying girls ....
Was talking to my friend lsat night ....

Sometimes, i just do not want to be so strong on the outside .... I want to break down and cry .....
Sometimes, i just want someone to hold me tight ....
Sometimes, i want someone who whispers sweet words into my ear to make me so touched ....
Sometimes, i just want to be pampered ....
Sometimes, i just do not want to make the first move always .....

However the fact is i'm a guy, and i cant or rather do not want to change it ....
But sometimes i'm happy just taking care of people ....

Mood recently :

my sad world. 12:10 PM

Monday, April 6, 2009

06 April 2009

Jeremy is full of thoughts !!

Recently, people been saying that i am a good guy or good friend ....
Although my aims is to be the best friend i can ever be ....
its just i dun feel good doing something nice sometimes ....

I'm just not a normal guy ....
Time to Time i have thoughts on being a girl ....

Anyways i was talking to my friend today ....

If You have 1 wish and 1 super power what would it be ?

For me:
1 wish ....
Everyone's soul mate would be the 1st person they stead with ....
If this is so, Lesser tears, Lesser Heartache, Lesser conflict ....
The world would be so much happier and peaceful ....

I used to tink i want to have the power to control time,
if so i could undo all my wrongs .....

But even if i had, i wouldnt change anything about you ....

Withevery thing, that happens makes us much stronger and more beautiful in the world .... And you have grown up so much beautiful then anything i've ever seen .....

my sad world. 12:28 PM

Friday, April 3, 2009

Not been a great day !!

Wow its already 0530am .....

The pervious day wasn't very good, actually things didnt really happen to me.... But they make me worry alot .....

1. My friend has family problems, haxi, i really do want to help ..... But i just do not have the resources nor the ability to help at all .... This feeling sucks .....

2. My father has been hospitalised ..... For observations .....

I must stay awake till 630 at least .....
Must wake my family for work and school ....
Although its not asked of me, guess i got this feeling .... without my father to wake them up, they sure cant wake up at all .....
So i shall wake them up for him ....
*get well soon, hope you can hear ....

my sad world. 5:26 AM

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Another Fun Day

Morning i met johnathan and went to Semei ITE to register and pay for his course ....

After which met joanna and yong yong at white sands for lunch ....

Went Ehub for a movie:

Confessions of a Shopaholic!!

This show, its not bad .... Funny and a slice of life ....
It shows you how shopping can be adictive and it can potentially ruin your life ....
For those of my friends that spend money like water, PLEASE WATCH THIS SHOW !!

Sorry i sound dead, its 630 in the morning!! woke at 530 .... Stoning at my computer .... haha

my sad world. 6:30 AM

Blog Introduction
"Sorrowful Hope"
Do you feel that hope is sorrowful ? Well i do

Hope is a cheerful feeling to have I have to admit myself . But hope turns dark when we are grasping on to something that cannot happen or that is impossible .

In some point in our life , we will aim for something we cannot get . It maybe small or big , simple or complex .

People always say that we can loose everything but hope . Once hope is lost , the battle has lost < means everything we worked so hard for and that future is gone >

But is hope really that worth , especially when we cannot obtain it ? Or should it be given up ?

True Feelings
I'm a faithful and loyal guy ....
However if u did sth wrong,
I'LL remember it 4EVA

AIMS in my life
1. I not going to be EMO no more !! (Partly Achieved)

2. I'm going to be the best friend to my friends !! (Forever A Task)

3. Live By this quote : Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

4. Lose weight

5. Know what i want in life, Occupation?

~~6. GPA at least a 3 at the end of poly life (possible but hard)~~ IMPOSSIBLE

7. Read Newspaper everyday?
^-^

Me
Gener : Male
DOB : 15th December 1989
Status : Single
Country : Singapore ( SG )
Primary School : SHPS
Secondary School : SHSS
Teritary Education : TP

Likes :
Cool N Windy Places
Going Out With Frens
Slacking
Playing Games
LOVES Piano Songs ^^

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BackStabers / Liers
Getting Caught In The Middle
Ppl Who Nv Reply Msges
Ppl Who PS, Without Reason
Ppl That Use Others

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Shaman King
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My Wife is a High School Girl
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Gakuen Alice
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Otogi Jushi Akazukin TV
Tokimeki Memorial ~Only Love~
Karin
Kamichama Karin
Hayate no Gotoku!
Rozen Maiden & Rozen Maiden Traumend
Maburaho
Love Hina
Makai Senki Disgaea
Ai Yori Aoshi
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Shinigami no Ballad
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