Sorrowful-Hope

Thursday, February 26, 2009

its finally over !!

Year 2.2 is finally over ....
Sad but hey its life, haha ....
Anyways its been a tough semester ....

Haha, went to ehub to celebrate , with justin and terrence !!
THE REST OF MY CLIQUE !!! PS US !!!
no lar they all had their plans ....

Well, this are the tings i gotta do in the holiday:

1. Bring someone eat restuarant ....
2. Go for AFP (Association of Financial Planner) course ....
3. Go for "up ur service" course ....
4. Eat Tim Sum Buffet with my clique (friday, aka tmr)....
5. Go Bowl with my clique ....
6. Go Gym AMAP (As Much As Possible) ....
7. Go Shopping for a wallet ....
8. Pack My Room ....
9. Go buy a small cupboard to put my stuff ....
10. TAKE A WELL DESERVE BREAK !!!

Anyways, anyone want to add more to my list, please dun hestisate .... haha

my sad world. 11:09 PM

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

4 down .... 1 to go

well almost over, my exams !!
Faster shoo !! there are lots of things i want to do .....

Now i know what is tired :

When u just stare into blank space ....
But your brain is already shut off ....

When u just cant keep your eyes open ....
When u cant wake up ....
When u keep saying "just 5mins more" ....
Which u will never wake up in 5 mins ....

When u immediately fall asleep when u touch the bed ....
When u have dreams, wield dreams, but u are half consciously sleeping ....

When u are so impatient ....

When ur eyes are burning and ur body aching ....

Well, its time for me to go to slp !!

Oyasumi !!

I wish i didnt have to wake up anymore ....

my sad world. 3:24 PM

Monday, February 23, 2009

CB suckz !!

its 5am now !!

And i'm up studying consumer banking ....
Stupid sub , so dry and hard to understand !!

My test is at 230pm .... and i haven finish studying

OMG i'm so dead lar , Scared !!

Didnt slp well last night, but cant rest when i reach home ....
Tmr test is at 930 !!

OMG screwed !!

Someone Give Me Strenght Please ........

my sad world. 5:37 AM

Saturday, February 21, 2009

WHAT YOU WANT !!

I think i'm those type that do not work well under stress ....
But work well when i feel good about myself ....

Frankly i do not feel that way in my studies i guess ....

See, when i in secondary school .....
After getting 90++ for science in sec 2 ....
My grade were improving because i feel good ....

But When sec 5 came .... It was no longer because i wanted do to so ..... It was because i had to ....
Untill now, its the same declining story .....
Its dam demoralising when u work so hard but the results are like **** .....

Guess you do not feel it, comparing me to my brother .....
Guess i'm nothing !!

my sad world. 8:37 PM

Dam yesterday i had 2 papers !!
FOI and BC

2 maths based .... totally drained after the paper ....

NOWS 830am on saturday .....
OMG i wasted 18 hrs, included around 11 hours of slp !!!
Seldom see me do that ....
*my head hurts*

my sad world. 8:29 AM

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Its ok to be emotional ...

I love "love songs" or "sad songs"

Today song is: Bye bye - Mariah Carey

Take time to understand the lyrics .... I bet u will cry or at least feel sad ....
I know i almost cried, its like so touching !!

Bye Bye - Mariah Carey

my sad world. 12:11 PM

Study day 2, Me, Wee Chang, Terrence went to mac at Airport T2 to study .....

Fun Fun, Finally ate my PROSPERITY BURGER !!! MEGA !!! SIOK but spicy ....
Honestly, Mac staff were very helpful and friendly ....

Haha, also saw Wee Chang's GF .... Well after she came, the atmosphere became very wield ....
But at least we studied in peace, instead of our usual NONSENSE !!!

Day 3: went to school to study ....
Honestly not productive .....
I was too distracted .....

Day 4: study at home .....
Tomorrow i will have 2 Maths based subjects .....
Thankdully i have a brother that is GREAT at A maths , so his my SEMPAI or teacher .....
Haha.....

I realised my room is getting more and more messy ....
Usual at this time of the semester ..... Too lazy to organize my tings ....
Remind me to clean my room during the holidays ^^

Well, i'm goin back to study already .....
JIA YOU JEREMY !!!

my sad world. 11:26 AM

Monday, February 16, 2009

Study Week, Day1

Well, today is the 1st day of study week ....
Its 7pm and i haven started any revision today .....

Anyways, i shall post my exam timetable on my blog, so i will get constant reminder !!!

Well, i went school to print some exam papers ....
Met Wee Chang, Jeremy S, Steven, and YanLin for bowling !!!!

Dam Cool, 1st time i seen this !!

Team 1 : Steven (WJ) , YanLin (YL), Jeremy S (JS)

Team 2: Jeremy C (JC), Wee Chang (WC)

Total of 3 games and
!!!! Team 1 only won by 4 points !!!!
(But its a 3V2)

Anyways Game 2 and 3 lowest score must treat us drink !!
Yan Lin and Jeremy S

My Best Fames !!

my sad world. 7:07 PM

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Vday !!!

HAHA , working on Vday .....

Abit suck !!, but hey, i super high today ..............

haha, anyways bought a rose from richard, yi si yi si only .....
and i met ying ying aft work ....

Went to celebrate e last hours of vday with her, at bedok blk 85 .....

Not bad, quite fun !!

my sad world. 1:07 AM

Friday, February 13, 2009

Pre-Vday!!

Well, its the time of the year again.... That guys have to:

plan and spend money on girls!!

Well, I'm single again ....
This time guys rush and panic over gifts, for me i'm helping people think and plan for the DAY !!

Anyways me, ziyun and terrence went to celebrate Pre-vday .....
Since we are all single ..... Why not celebrate together !!
We met for A candle light lunch at Bistro !!

YUMMY !!!

Well done !! (my sister)
Attrat more guys, means more chocolate from secret admirers !!!
What to do, chio guys will always get alot of things at this point in time .....

Collection this year, a box of expensive chocolates and a stuffed bunny !! Honestly not bad !!

Cant wait for tmr, although working, i got a supper appointment !!!

my sad world. 11:04 PM

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Posted 2 post !!

Do not forget to see a post on the 31th of january !!!

Title: "Comm Skills Role Play"

Hope you can hear me !!

I'll say a little pray for you
"Hope you take care of yourself over there"

"May your new journey be smooth"

"I Miss you lots"

O
Y

my sad world. 9:15 PM

Yesterday, the 10th of Feb ....
Was my dearest brother's birthday !!!!

Terrence Chan Yude

ZiYun - Me
Making stupid Face !!!

Anyways after having a hard time deciding where to have our dinner ..... We went to Suntec .....
Some noodle House .....

Well, due to bad service .... Gerline complained them .....
Honestly, i did not feel its bad service, well maybe because i worked in the service sector for so long .....

Me giving the Bday Boi a Kiss !!!!!!! waha .....

Dun be mislead, i'm no gay .... I cant be, there are too many gals that i need to take care of .....

Me & ZiYun (Bully Her)

Bday Boi and the Guyzzzz

Bday Boi and the Galzzz

Well, everyone dispered .... And i was left alone at the Suntec busstop .... So went to find Yong Yong, to visit our Auntie Friend !!!! (Friend that is an aunite??)

Then we went to chill at the singapore river !!!

Anyways Happy Vday, (hope u like it) .....

my sad world. 8:19 AM

Sunday, February 8, 2009

ARGH !!!!!!!

I really need a breather ....

Something is really wrong with me today !!
Feel so tired ....
Feel so Pissed ....
Feel so impatient ....
Feel so CRAP !!

*Song of my Mood: Walking in the rain - A1

Well, Do not worry about me ..... I'll be fine tmr ....
Today is not the day for me .....
I feel like there is a grey storm cloud over my head ....

my sad world. 4:40 PM

Who ever said i was a nice guy !!
I'm not !!

*whats wrong with me? why am i so emotional unstable?*

my sad world. 11:10 AM

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Doing Things ....

When doing things, ask yourself .....
What are you doing it for? ....

For example, when u are chasing after a girl you admire ....
Are you doing things for "woo-ing" her ....
Or, simple because you care about her ....

I believe if you do something for selfish reasons, somehow, somewhere, something will not work out right .....
Have anyone else realised??

Personally i believe if you do things for others and not thinking about yourself, somehow something will work out right ....

Try it someday ....

my sad world. 11:21 PM

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Distracted !!

Now its 5AM

Millions of thoughts are strinting through my hear .....
As if running through is not bad enough !!!!

Got a test at 11 later .....
What am i doing ?
Blogging, haha ......
looking though people's blog ......
THINKING !!!

Sianz really no mood these few days,
Lucky 2 days ago, i relaxed abit was walking alot from orchard - clack quay .....
Tell u hor, DAM NICE !! the view plus wind .....
^^

Then yesterday went gym, made me so refreshed ......

What will i do without people that unconsiously make me relax .....

my sad world. 5:13 AM

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Untitled !!

.... Now i know ....
.... What makes you so special ....
.... But Somehow or rather i feel sad ....

.... But again, i feel so useless, theres nothing i can do ....

.... Except ..... Maybe some words of advice? if you are willing to listen ....

"What we all go through, makes us who we are today"

"If i could change the past, I wouldn't have change a thing"

"Cause"

"I'm glad to have met you"

I don't feel like sleeping tonight, No reason why, just suddenly feel like being alone ......

my sad world. 12:39 AM

Blog Introduction
"Sorrowful Hope"
Do you feel that hope is sorrowful ? Well i do

Hope is a cheerful feeling to have I have to admit myself . But hope turns dark when we are grasping on to something that cannot happen or that is impossible .

In some point in our life , we will aim for something we cannot get . It maybe small or big , simple or complex .

People always say that we can loose everything but hope . Once hope is lost , the battle has lost < means everything we worked so hard for and that future is gone >

But is hope really that worth , especially when we cannot obtain it ? Or should it be given up ?

True Feelings
I'm a faithful and loyal guy ....
However if u did sth wrong,
I'LL remember it 4EVA

AIMS in my life
1. I not going to be EMO no more !! (Partly Achieved)

2. I'm going to be the best friend to my friends !! (Forever A Task)

3. Live By this quote : Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

4. Lose weight

5. Know what i want in life, Occupation?

~~6. GPA at least a 3 at the end of poly life (possible but hard)~~ IMPOSSIBLE

7. Read Newspaper everyday?
^-^

Me
Gener : Male
DOB : 15th December 1989
Status : Single
Country : Singapore ( SG )
Primary School : SHPS
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