Sorrowful-Hope

Saturday, January 31, 2009

Feel so worthless and helpless

You may ask why do i feel so helpless and worthless ....

The answer is simple .....
No matter how much i want to help my friends , i just cant.....

1. Total i worry for 6 person ..... For personal reasons , they shall not be named ......
I could only listen to their problems .... This made really sad ( I really wanted to do more, Sorry ) .....

2. My friend's grand parent got hospitalised ..... Really wanted to replace her ..... But my house got Guest ....
Haxi, but her shift was Infomation, which is not really needed much (Opps) ..... And our area can live without it .....
But then our area would be short 1 manpower = the staffs got to work harder ..... And i am pissed cause i cant reduce their load ..... The feeling SUCKS !!!!!!!

my sad world. 11:39 PM

Communication Skills Role Play Finally OVER !!!!

Our Team !! ....

Left Top : Jeremy
Left Btm : Marsela

Left Mid : Steven
Right Mid : Ken (secretary)

Right Top : Jeslyn

Right Btm : Vanessa (Chairman)

Tall - Short

Ying Ying - Jeremy

my sad world. 11:38 PM

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Harbour Front GR !!!! Happy Chinese New Year !!!

Well not quite CNY yet ....

Today is the eve .....

Anyways on the 24th , which was the Eve, Eve of CNY .....
I was posted to harbour front to do GR .....
Crowd wasnt alot, but we had 4 GR and 1 ticketing .....
But stand there from 6am to 6pm .....
Anyways i had not enough sleep (11pm-2am)
But somehow i managed to pull through, partly thanks to the Staff at harbour front, they ROX man .....

After work, i met kerlyn and yong yong for some shopping ....

Someone asked me why i so random:
Ans: cause i wanted to give u before CNY .... But sorry (shall not say why) .....

Well, the eve of Ox Year has come .... And i finally had time to pack my room ....
Well i feel sad now, cos i'm more of a memory person, dun like to throw things, as each item i keep has a memory tied to it ....

After CNY remind me to pack more, i got alot of books and paper that i do not need anymore, still in my cupboard .....

my sad world. 1:13 PM

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Bad Luck

The day started with me waking up at 2am to do work....
Went to school as usual .....

When i reached home, i called my friend about project .....
AND *Crush* ......
i dropped my mother's porceilin telephone on the floor .....
After that

I went to the kitchen to cook something and then .....
I broke the steamer's timer .....

WTH yesterday was not my day .....

my sad world. 7:42 AM

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Singapore - Korea

After saying my goodbyes to my closest of friends, Hope i didnt miss out on anyone .....

We said goodbye to singapore .....

Well, i must admit i was pretty afarid on the flight there ..... It had the worse turbulance i have ever felt in all my trips ..... Imagin, the plane was rocking like a roller coaster but for 6hrs ++ ......
But hey, i cannot die !!! I must take care of many !!!

Well thankfully we reach in safely .....
And we met our tour guide , and a helper .....

Kelly (white jacket) = My sister

Rachel (red jacket) = My Korean GF

Jun (black jacket,behind my sister)

We visited something like a palace .....

And i never thought a palace would be so fun !!!

This is e person who created the Korean language ..... If i not wrong, there are only 20++ symbols in the language ..... And many words that sound and written the same mean different things

Ring Ring , Anyone home ??

On the floor , there are stones, indicating numbers ..... For what they are used for, i do not know .... But hey , we had fun .....

No. 1 in the family

No. 2 in the family

No. 3 in the family

On ur marks !! 3 .... 2 .... 1 ..... *bang*

We giving speech where the king's do .... ^^

*Note: fake story*

Val : "hey kor kor, wanna know sth"

Jer : "What u want !! i giving a speech"

Val : "Ok lol"

Val (thinking) : "Sth going drop on ur head, still dun wanna know?"

Palace Tour , THE END !!

Off to Jeju island !!!

my sad world. 10:39 PM

This post would be just on places i visited in Jeju island, abit lesser details .... Because i loosing track of them ..... haha enjoy !!

After Breakfirst, it started to snow !!!

But no joke , its so cold because of the strong wind .....

= I look like a terrorist =

Well, we went to the seaside for some views ....

Went to an orange farm !!!

Some of the orange were , unfortunately fake .....

We went to a BLACK PIG farm, that also produce honey !!!

= BLACK PIGGIE , Cute? =

= Ps , stomachache ..... Someone said black pig eats SHIT !! haha =

I shall let pictures tell you the beauty .....

We went to some waterfall .... Nice view, i enjoyed it !!

= Act COOL =

Well, this is a cute destination !! THE TEDDY BEAR MUSEUM !!!

= 1 really expensive bear =

= Tiny-est bear in the world =

= GONG BEARS =

Award winning shots !!!

To some this maybe familiar ....

Well this is the place from "Da Chang Jin" where the mother gave birth to her .....

The view outside the caves were magnificent .... However inside was filled with rubbish ..... Sianz, all nice places got dirtied by tourist !!

my sad world. 10:39 PM

When coming back to korea from jeju island, something DRAMA happened .....

My sister cut herself and saw blood, then she told us that she felt faint because of blood, and then we all thought that she was just playing around ..... However when nearing the gate, she collaspe on the floor, after standing with help from my mother, she collaspe again ....

Well, super drama, then she was wheel chaired off into the plane .....

we were suppose to arrive within an hour, in the end, it took 2 hours to reach the airport..... this was because there was a heavy snow storm and we had to be diverted to another nearby airport ....

After arriving back at the mainland korea, we headed to everland theme park .....

Everland is divided into 2 places, upper and lower, which we either walk of took this chair lift.....

Performance Bear, So cute plus they do simple stuns, like pray, wave etc ....

Korea's bear, i do not like them .... black with a pig nose ....

Finally Liger, X breed between tiger and lion ..... Well they are banned , Not allowed to reporduce !!!! T.T

Anyways we seperated from the group, and me, my bro and my sis went to play some rides .... Managed to play 4 in around 2-3hours .... Everywhere long queue ......

Before we went skii-ing, we went to some nature reserve .... The floor was wet due to the melting snow, many fell .....

We had to walk around 10min to the cable car station ....

Trust me, this cable car is much nicer then Sentosa's .....

I shall let the pictures speak for themselves..... *breathe-taking view*

Well, we then climbed up a hill, for some scenic view .....

Anyways, we went skii-ing .....

Rented Jacket , goggles ......

Well, must be honest, my bro and my sister could skii .... Me??

I'm an expert in the ART of falling down ^-^ ....

CMI lar me , i just couldn't bend my legs in ...... Not flexible .....
Skii-ing is not as easy as it looks, skii-ing is easier, getting up is much harder .....

my sad world. 10:39 PM

Blog Introduction
"Sorrowful Hope"
Do you feel that hope is sorrowful ? Well i do

Hope is a cheerful feeling to have I have to admit myself . But hope turns dark when we are grasping on to something that cannot happen or that is impossible .

In some point in our life , we will aim for something we cannot get . It maybe small or big , simple or complex .

People always say that we can loose everything but hope . Once hope is lost , the battle has lost < means everything we worked so hard for and that future is gone >

But is hope really that worth , especially when we cannot obtain it ? Or should it be given up ?

True Feelings
I'm a faithful and loyal guy ....
However if u did sth wrong,
I'LL remember it 4EVA

AIMS in my life
1. I not going to be EMO no more !! (Partly Achieved)

2. I'm going to be the best friend to my friends !! (Forever A Task)

3. Live By this quote : Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

4. Lose weight

5. Know what i want in life, Occupation?

~~6. GPA at least a 3 at the end of poly life (possible but hard)~~ IMPOSSIBLE

7. Read Newspaper everyday?
^-^

Me
Gener : Male
DOB : 15th December 1989
Status : Single
Country : Singapore ( SG )
Primary School : SHPS
Secondary School : SHSS
Teritary Education : TP

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