Sorrowful-Hope

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Dam sian .....

I dam fed up yesterday .....
Shall not tell why ......
I tink i'm getting more personal these days .....

my sad world. 12:34 AM

Saturday, September 20, 2008

F1 traning

Saturday e 20th , i went to terrence to Suntec for F1 training .....

Well we got separated as we were posted to difference places .....
I was traffic marshal
And the rest of my friends were urshers .....

Haha, my sister say my picture very handsome ..... haha true or not, i dunno ......

This is such a joke , they gave us 3 plain white T-shirts, and guess what...... WE HAD TO RETURN THEM .....

Anyways i will look like that on that day .....

I have been feeling out of place as all my friends were urshers ..... But then i think it was of a good thing..... 1stly i have no shorts, urshers cannot wear jeans ..... 2ndly i got 2$ extra pay then them ..... 3rdly i got transport from MRT to my work station .....

So i tink it was a good thing that happened to me ..... ^^

my sad world. 8:05 PM

Friday, September 19, 2008

Feel so Pissed off .....

Lately i have alot of things on my mind ......
Like Yesterday, was if i could turn back time .....
Today was Being used .....

Yesterday i was listening on e radio , about "if you could turn back time, when would u turn back to ?"
My original answer was to used back to 4-5 years ago, and undo some stupid things i did.....
If the power to return back in time only can fall into 1 person's hands, it wouldn't be me...... Cause my answer was not good enough .....

Yesterday i heard a person said if he could return back in time, he would had accepted a love from a classmate when he was primary 4 ......
When i heard, i was like thinking, another typical person .....
However he said because he rejected e gal, she cried running home, and got herself in an accident with a motorcycle and passed away .....
He said if he could , he would accepted her .....
When i heard i nearly cried ......
Haxi .....

Today my supervisor called me to work because a fellow co-worker needed to go to e hospital as her mother was hospitalised .....
But when i reached work, my supervisor told me his story ...... And i was So pissed and confused with alot of things the whole day ......

Well it was about being used ...... I'm not going to talk about it, cause its sort off personal to him .....

I just dun feel so well ...... I feel like being left alone for awhile .....

my sad world. 11:32 PM

Monday, September 15, 2008

Ziyun's birthday !!

After NTU .... we went to jurong east to meet gerline for lunch ...... WOW she was holding a huge soft toy and we told Ziyun that it was gerline's friend's birthday , and she believed ...... HAHA that was good...... Anyways we went Pizza hut ......

Half way through everyone say they need to withdraw money so went off , but secretly they went to buy a cake .....

After eating, suddenly e lights dimmed, Ziyun looked around and we asured her that it was a blackout ..... HAHA wth ......

Lovely Couple

Touched Face

Wishing deeply ???

Is she angry ??

Act cute !!!

After she blew out the candles we made e birthday gal take e strawberry with her mouth ...... HAHA and after that marsela sabo wee chang to do e same ..... SO CUTE !!!

After we Celebrated Ziyun's birthday, we went to jurong east's entertainment center .....

actually we wanted to play ice skiting but then it was too crowded, haha , the place so siok , freezing cold .... So we went to play pool instead, or teach people how to play ..... haha

After pool, we went to the arcade, and played the pushing candy machine and won this little bunny for marsela...... SO expensive little bunny ( proudly sponsered by wee chang ), $55, but seeing marslea happy, then its quite worth.....

Haha, the lovely couple in the train ..... sometimes i wonder if they will consider being together if they have the chance ..... Well to all those who are not into our clique , these 2 are a fake couple in our class .....haha

my sad world. 9:08 PM

So this marks the end of our class 2B13 on sept e 5th .....

Our day started by going to sheng siong at bedok reservior ..... After that we cabbed down to the east coast car park D5 ..... although we had hours, we were lazy to take bus there ..... Reached there all tired and sian .....

Nice View

Guess what we did ????

When we started the fire, some red ants mad my friend angry ..... He kept saying tell them not to disturb him they never listen .....

So i lit a fire starter on the floor and guess wat, i lured alot of ants there ...... They were trying to attack it, but got burnt instead .....

Then ken used a paper plate and burnt the ants all around the pit ..... NATURAL DISASTER, many ants gave their lives ..... Now lets give 5 mins of slience for them .....

When dark already, our class mates came slowly ..... one by one them came to EAT !!!!!!! ......

Anyways , here comes the fun part ..... we took some sparklers and candles to the beach ..... And this is wat we made .... see yourself, a picture speaks a thousand words .....

Ziyun blowing her birthday candles, cause her birthday was soon ......

We lit the sparklers and threw them into the sea ..... SO NICE, the effects .....

Although e number of people were not of what we expected, but hey, we still had fun .....

THE END

my sad world. 7:28 PM

Sunday, September 14, 2008

YEAH, Finally A New Labby

WAHA .... got a new labby during COMEX ..... WOW, its so pack, when we reached already got so many people waiting outside ..... SO KS .....

Anyways before even goin there we sort of decided on what model we wanted already .....

We got the SR servies ..... Wanna see ???

This Pic So Cool !!!

Nice ??? anyways its pratical, small and good ..... 13.3 inch and 1kg ++ only

my sad world. 10:43 PM

Monday, September 1, 2008

Marks the end of Year 2.1

On the 28th, Marks the end of our class ..... I quite liked our class, lesser politics and more bonded .....

After our paper, we went century square to have lunch ..... Actually we wanted to wait for all the dishes to arrive but we were too hungry and missed out 1 dish .... haha .....

Gals and their crave, FOR MOON CAKE ?!

Well in the end we could not finish and noone wanted to bring home, so i did ..... Well they were from Q bread, hmmmm not as nice as others i eaten ..... but they pass.....

After Lunch we went to wait WALL-E ..... Nice Show !! RECOMMENDED !!

SAD, wanted to take picture with the wall-e chair, but noone wanted to take with me ...... SAD !!!
After the movie, we went to the arcade for some fun .....
We Played games like stackers and basketball .... And the game below , for children age 7-8 .... HOW OLD DO YOU THINK THOSE KIDS ARE ?

Well Other fun things happen lately, Like National day, B.I.G. organize an event that gave us free SEAL point if we made our hand print ..... Apparently we all didnt knew what was it for, but in the end was a national flag ...... Quite nice ..... But FREE SEAL POINTS more importantly .....

my sad world. 9:43 PM

Sorry but these blog posting is abit late ..... Partly due to exams ..... Partly due to my phone connection problem ......

Always i had exam on the 26 - 28 of aug .....
26 Aug - Human Resource Management (HRM)
27 Aug - Finance
28 Aug - MAnaging Business System (MBS)

I Just realised that there was a trend of my studys , Planed or unplaned ??
21th - Study Finance with marsela and terrence in school .....
22th - Home
23th - Study with terrence at bugis/national library
24th - home
25th - Accompany jane to interview and study abit at somerset .....

Well, i'm only blogging on the 23th .....

Met terrence at Bugis at 11 and wondered to National Library ..... We went up to the reference section, but we were chased out because we cant bring out bags in ...... STUPID LIBRARY, WHATS A LIBRARY FOR WHEN WE CANT GO IN !! ..... In the end we settled with the basement of the library, hard to find sits wor .....

After that we went to NYDC at bugis to have our lunch ....

=> Not a bad view <=

=<>=

Food was not so bad ^^ .....

After that, we went off to Mos Burger to study, cause National Library sure no space ......
Anyways that day my luck was not so good ..... I asked more then 5 people to accompany me dinner, all cannot make it ..... Haxi in the end i take away old chang kee home and that was my dinner......

my sad world. 9:22 PM

Blog Introduction
"Sorrowful Hope"
Do you feel that hope is sorrowful ? Well i do

Hope is a cheerful feeling to have I have to admit myself . But hope turns dark when we are grasping on to something that cannot happen or that is impossible .

In some point in our life , we will aim for something we cannot get . It maybe small or big , simple or complex .

People always say that we can loose everything but hope . Once hope is lost , the battle has lost < means everything we worked so hard for and that future is gone >

But is hope really that worth , especially when we cannot obtain it ? Or should it be given up ?

True Feelings
I'm a faithful and loyal guy ....
However if u did sth wrong,
I'LL remember it 4EVA

AIMS in my life
1. I not going to be EMO no more !! (Partly Achieved)

2. I'm going to be the best friend to my friends !! (Forever A Task)

3. Live By this quote : Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

4. Lose weight

5. Know what i want in life, Occupation?

~~6. GPA at least a 3 at the end of poly life (possible but hard)~~ IMPOSSIBLE

7. Read Newspaper everyday?
^-^

Me
Gener : Male
DOB : 15th December 1989
Status : Single
Country : Singapore ( SG )
Primary School : SHPS
Secondary School : SHSS
Teritary Education : TP

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