Sorrowful-Hope

Saturday, May 31, 2008

24th-31th may

Today is a last day ofthe month......
All projects have come to an end, except watertech and BOE .....
Presentations are over too ......
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24th, 5B class BBQ.....
Met Brandon and went down to pasir ris park at 1600 ...... Waited almost 2-3 hours for the rest to come .....
Well the BBQ is fun .... And i didnt regret paying $15 for it .....
Its great that Guo Xiang stop hating me i guess ......
Hope Jane and him could mend their friendship ......

Sorry but i feel abit depressed now..... So alot of these feelings come out ...
I just do not know what to do now, I'm so confused ......
Haxi

my sad world. 4:11 PM

Thursday, May 22, 2008

10th May till 22 May

10th of may, haha this post is so out of date, well i've been super busy lately..... after work(2000hrs) i rushed down to downtown for Bell's BBQ ..... When reached i ate bell's mum cook the bee hoon, SUPER NICE ar, all those who never went, TOO BAD FOR YOU ..... MA DE johnathan, cook for mr the chicken 1 side overcook but inside raw .....
Haha, i didnt know i was quite well known in school even bell's friend know me sia .....

Anyways, we play icebreaker games and drank, although i didnt really play much games,casue i and roy was helping ignisious(dunno how spell his name lar) with his problem, his subordinate lost a magazine from the gun ...... OMFG hope they solve it without having to do to detention barracks ......
After that we went home together and william's face turned purple haha..... who ask him drink so much .....

Well, this are some pictures i stole .....

Tuesday the 20th, after school around 1900hrs ..... My mother forced me to see the doctor as i been coughing for more then a week ..... Went to T3 raffles medical to see doctor ..... Haha, i fight with the doctor ...... The doctor wanted to prescribe me an inhaler, something to spray thing into my throat to make it heal faster ..... I told the doctor i do not want it, then he defended "then what you want? just the cough mixture ok ?" ..... actually i said YES, but then my mother like making a fuss already so i just quietly agreed .....

<= I Look Stupid Doing It =>

<= Stupid Inhaler =>

Told the doctor, "give me like i will use" ..... In the end, i'm the 1 who used and my sister didnt dare, thus cryand whine .....

Problem-Based-Learning of HRM is driving us Nutz ..... We must make our own notes then give our friends doing a different topic ..... Then make a report, with no information, we asked our problem consultant and she keep saying "Isit Important?" and she also told us we only need to find out the number of vacunties we need to employee people, other then that they have no more information !!

So WTH we need the problem consultant for?

Today 22th, i super lucky ..... at 0045 i finish my peer teaching notes , then the next min i found that the file is corrupted ..... could not get my backup file online, because my internet is dead ..... then my friend too lazy and sleepy to help me check whether she got a extra file in her desktop ..... so i spend 3 hours to retype everything ..... when i woke up, i wanted to print and found that the wire went missing, and i must wait for my father to come back to find the cable ..... but lucky the rest of the day was more pleasent .....

my sad world. 10:40 PM

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

this is creepy, Horoscope Is So Accurate .....

I find that this horoscope prediction is very true about me ..... After reading this post , Please feedback to be on my tagboard ..... Thanks

ARIES - The Aggressive Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world.

TAURUS - The Tramp Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight.Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!

GEMINI - The TwinNice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good at confusing people... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Gemini's will not take any crap from anyone. Gemini's like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Gemini's can be very sarcastic and childish at times, and are very nosey. Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

CANCER - The BeautyMOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer's Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative Person, most's are artists and insane respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An Ultimate Freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare Spontaneous. Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to!

LEO - The Lion Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy, but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A leo's problem becomes everyone's problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

VIRGO - The One that WaitsDominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forgetThe one and only.

LIBRA - The Lame OneNice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying... Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Kinda dumb at times.

SCORPIO - The AddictEXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring.

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous OneSpontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate LoverLove to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Alwaysgets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini's in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

AQUARIUS - Does It In The WaterTrustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in long-term relationships. Can be clumbsy at times but tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy, and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when their not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more then their familiy. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.

PISCES - The Partner for LifeCaring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Messy at times and irresponsible! Smart but lazy. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. Lover of animals. VERY caring, make wonderful nurses or doctors. They always try to do the right thing sometimes get the short end of the stick. They sometimes et used by others and hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but need to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be.

my sad world. 8:09 AM

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Wow a Musical

Saturday, I purposely took off for Joanna's musical held republic polytechnic ..... Well, so sad that me and johnathan went only, wanted to see many others, too bad that there wasnt enough tickets ...... We reached RP, but a stupid thing we did, we followed another group of people that do not know the way, in the end both groups got lost ..... WAHA ..... In the end we found the place of cause .....

In the Performance , me and johnathan keep finding who is joanna's boyfriend, so funny, then make some remarks here and there ..... Anyways the musical was great, well , good that it was my 1st time going .....

Well it was over fast enough too ..... Sad .....

Sorry that my camera sucks ..... haha, tried my best though .....

Saw my sentosa co-worker there, she looks good, haha, nice to see her .....

Also another in the band department , I HATE YOU QIN FEI ..... Say that i grew fatter .....

After the musical we went to bugis as later on in the night we had dinner, This will be the last time i going out with china people to eat, feel so bad for the shop ..... We ate some steamboat at bugis street, BUFFET .....
1. The China people and their Fried Bun

2. Alan and his meat balls, NOT ENOUGH BALLS ARE ALAN !!!!!!!!

3. Johnathan and his golden mushroom

But over all it was fun ..... ^^

my sad world. 8:49 AM

Saturday, May 3, 2008

Updates From 30th April to the 2nd of may

These few days, i keep have to handle girl thing ..... Like what brandon said, "There are more girls finding you then me, everyday sure got at least 1" ...... Quite true i realise ...... Or maybe just all come to me at once ......

Oh well, 30th of april ...... Joanna messaged me saying she is quite down because of some reasons so i met her, called brandon and johnathan along with me ..... Met brandon (after work) and Joanna (after reharsal) at small mac at the tampines interchange ..... After that johnathan joined us at the aijisen ramen at tampines mall ...... Brandon ar !! make so much trouble for the staff, change side order here and there , but then its for us to eat, cause he eaten already .....

After that we went to airport for desert ...... We Had a Blast, sorry brandon you were not there to join us, they keep saying that i cracked ...... haha, but lost all my energy at then end of our journey .....

==>haagen-dazs Outlet at Tampines Mall <==

==>swensen's at Airport T2 <==

When i reached home , i realised how come girls always find me when they need someone at ehir side to cheer then up ...... Do not get me wrong, i love doing that, encourage them, but it hurts when you feel deep in your heart that they would not care about me in return ..... Although they might say that they care, but i guess its not the care and concern i need ......

Well, on the 1st of may .... Me , brandon and quan hao went to watch IRON MAN ..... The movie was nice , but i would not really recomend it ..... Its abit fast, Before he learn to control his suit , OMG HE CAN FLY ALREADY !!!! ..... WTF, Unrealistic .....

Yesterday the 2nd of may, our class decided that we are going to do some catch fish thingy for our CCN day ..... Hope it gets accepted and all the preparation are sucessful .....

Then in the evening me, johnathan and brandon went to eat dinner, felt so bad that in my wallet do not have money ..... Used alot these days !!! ...... Sorry johnathan ...... Before we went to play LAN , i went to withdraw money, however i found a lecture note and a file on top of the ATM machine, so i took a look ..... I found that its junior's notes, however i do not know who, but there is a timetable and her name (Shu Mei from 1B18) ..... Normally i'll just leave it there, but do not know what came over me , i took it home ..... I'm goin to keep it and return it to her on monday ......

==> Cute Pictures And Drawing, Does it reflect her personality <==

==> Cute TimeTable <==

my sad world. 2:13 AM

Blog Introduction
"Sorrowful Hope"
Do you feel that hope is sorrowful ? Well i do

Hope is a cheerful feeling to have I have to admit myself . But hope turns dark when we are grasping on to something that cannot happen or that is impossible .

In some point in our life , we will aim for something we cannot get . It maybe small or big , simple or complex .

People always say that we can loose everything but hope . Once hope is lost , the battle has lost < means everything we worked so hard for and that future is gone >

But is hope really that worth , especially when we cannot obtain it ? Or should it be given up ?

True Feelings
I'm a faithful and loyal guy ....
However if u did sth wrong,
I'LL remember it 4EVA

AIMS in my life
1. I not going to be EMO no more !! (Partly Achieved)

2. I'm going to be the best friend to my friends !! (Forever A Task)

3. Live By this quote : Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

4. Lose weight

5. Know what i want in life, Occupation?

~~6. GPA at least a 3 at the end of poly life (possible but hard)~~ IMPOSSIBLE

7. Read Newspaper everyday?
^-^

Me
Gener : Male
DOB : 15th December 1989
Status : Single
Country : Singapore ( SG )
Primary School : SHPS
Secondary School : SHSS
Teritary Education : TP

Likes :
Cool N Windy Places
Going Out With Frens
Slacking
Playing Games
LOVES Piano Songs ^^

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Working
BackStabers / Liers
Getting Caught In The Middle
Ppl Who Nv Reply Msges
Ppl Who PS, Without Reason
Ppl That Use Others

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Full Moon Wo Sagashite
DN Angel
Lamune
Asatte No Houkou
Canvas
Nagasarete Airantou
Shaman King
Pita Ten
My Wife is a High School Girl
Tsuyokiss
Gakuen Alice
Sumomomo Momomo
Otogi Jushi Akazukin TV
Tokimeki Memorial ~Only Love~
Karin
Kamichama Karin
Hayate no Gotoku!
Rozen Maiden & Rozen Maiden Traumend
Maburaho
Love Hina
Makai Senki Disgaea
Ai Yori Aoshi
Gundam Seed/Destiny
Clannad
Shinigami no Ballad
H2O ~Footprints in the Sand~
Gift Eternal Rainbow
Shugo Chara!

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