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Sunday, March 16, 2008
what do i want ?

I feel really SUCK now .....

I think its been 3+ years since the time i broke up ..... Haven had another since .....
Actually, i didnt give others a chance, thats what brandon told me, although there are other girls that got close to me .....
Brandon told me, my problem is too FAITHFUL, do u not agree with me ?
Isit true that people like me are going to extint, if so maybe i should make them extinct, because i would never want others to feel what i had felt .....

Have you ever felt:
That the future is not in your hands, that you tried your best but yet the other party just treats you like cold ?
That you are willing to do so much for the other party but they just do not appricate it ......
If you did feel before, it sucks right ?

I thought about it, my greatest mistake so far is letting her go ..... But what to do now ..... its already happened .....

From so long ago, people been telling me she is not worth and that i should just move on ..... People that doesnt know her, People that are friends with her, People that do not like her ..... I wondered why i didnt listen to them ...... But recently i found the reason, because in my heart she is ranked most percious, maybe because i felt that she cares or cared the most for me in my entire life ...... Not my parents , not my friends, but her ......

This feeling sucks, always she comes back to me but leave me for always the same another guy ..... *sigh* ..... I know his a good guy, Much better then me in all, do you not agree ? Well i think his as precious to her as she is to me ...... Well wish you all the best if they start again .....

People told me from their point of view that:
She is using you as a replacement.....
She is after your money .....
Etc .....
I never believed them, but if this is true ..... Please do not find me again ......

Well, if you want or need me , i'll always watching over you ..... Call my name and i'll be there .....

my sad world. 10:35 AM

Blog Introduction
"Sorrowful Hope"
Do you feel that hope is sorrowful ? Well i do

Hope is a cheerful feeling to have I have to admit myself . But hope turns dark when we are grasping on to something that cannot happen or that is impossible .

In some point in our life , we will aim for something we cannot get . It maybe small or big , simple or complex .

People always say that we can loose everything but hope . Once hope is lost , the battle has lost < means everything we worked so hard for and that future is gone >

But is hope really that worth , especially when we cannot obtain it ? Or should it be given up ?

True Feelings
I'm a faithful and loyal guy ....
However if u did sth wrong,
I'LL remember it 4EVA

AIMS in my life
1. I not going to be EMO no more !! (Partly Achieved)

2. I'm going to be the best friend to my friends !! (Forever A Task)

3. Live By this quote : Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

4. Lose weight

5. Know what i want in life, Occupation?

6. GPA at least a 3 at the end of poly life (possible but hard) IMPOSSIBLE

7. Read Newspaper everyday?
^-^

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Me
Gener : Male
DOB : 15th December 1989
Status : Single
Country : Singapore ( SG )
Primary School : SHPS
Secondary School : SHSS
Teritary Education : TP

Likes :
Cool N Windy Places
Going Out With Frens
Slacking
Playing Games
LOVES Piano Songs ^^

Dislikes :
Working
BackStabers / Liers
Getting Caught In The Middle
Ppl Who Nv Reply Msges
Ppl Who PS, Without Reason
Ppl That Use Others

Recomemded Jap Aminations
Full Moon Wo Sagashite
DN Angel
Lamune
Asatte No Houkou
Canvas
Nagasarete Airantou
Shaman King
Pita Ten
My Wife is a High School Girl
Tsuyokiss
Gakuen Alice
Sumomomo Momomo
Otogi Jushi Akazukin TV
Tokimeki Memorial ~Only Love~
Karin
Kamichama Karin
Hayate no Gotoku!
Rozen Maiden & Rozen Maiden Traumend
Maburaho
Love Hina
Makai Senki Disgaea
Ai Yori Aoshi
Gundam Seed/Destiny
Clannad
Shinigami no Ballad
H2O ~Footprints in the Sand~
Gift Eternal Rainbow
Shugo Chara!


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Jane
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Wei.Lun
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Martin

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Vannessa
Lynette
Jerald.Lam

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Valerie
Celine
Jeremy.Soon
Melissa

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Kah Mun
Yin.Yin
Rachel
Linda
Shuan Siang
Fizzah
WeiLing
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Vinson
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