Sorrowful-Hope

Monday, January 28, 2008

Caring about someone .....

Have you ever felt all alone in the world ......
Have you ever felt that care and concern does not come back to you, although you pour it on others .....
Have you ever felt that noone cares about you ......

Recently I been feeling that ...... Although i been feeling that i'm alone on this earth, well, sad to say most of my life ......

Thus i do not want people to care for me, more importantly people that mean alot to me ..... Cause i do not want them to feel that they are not being care for , when they cared alot for me ..... This is just a "just-in-case" measure, in case i said something wrong ......

Sorry jane, for asking you not to care ...... Just maybe i'm not myself just now ......

No matter what, whether i'm hated ..... I'll still care for those important to me the same ......

Its just too long i wasn't cared for, feels good though .......

my sad world. 7:53 PM

Sunday, January 27, 2008

O lvls are out .....

On thursday last week, the o lvls results have been released ...... Well, i was very nervious and worrisome about the outcome although i wasn't involved in this years o lvl examinations ......

Well maybe this is what all teachers feel at this particular time frame, maybe because i had a student that was taking o lvls, maybe that was not the reason ..... I can't say ......

Anyway, i asked Mr Ho from my secondary school whom i met on the bus to the interchange ..... He told me that this year's results have a higher distinction level but a lower average score ...... This meant that the good students get better but those weaker scored lesser ......

Well, congrets to Vicky, Vanessa and Gladys whom score i considered very well ..... Congrets to my student whom improved 4 grades in accounts ...... Congrets to all whom done well .....

Argh, these few weeks, i been exhausted ..... I do not know the reason, maybe i'm just tired, maybe i'm stressed out ......

FKing Alan go thailand , haxi now got noone to jio for lan le !!!!!!!!!

my sad world. 9:45 AM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Kill 3 Birds with 1 Stone

Yesterday, you claimed that i'm abusing you ...... In my nature i love to disturb people, maybe its a form of escaping from my real-self ...... Thus if you feel that way, means you do not understand me and my intentions .....

I do not think i want to use any of my care and concern on you, actually i hate caring for people, cos they will misunderstand or will not give any care and concern back to you ...... So anything you want do not find me le k ?

Now i know what happen to your ex ..... And why u call him abusive .....

Now i'm on a misson, so study ...... Also to save money ....... Also to lose weight ......
Been thinking about it, i think i shall skip lunch everyday and go to the library ..... Kill 3 birds with 1 stone, what a good deal .....

Well, sorry Gary, Edeson, Wei Lun they all ......

my sad world. 8:39 AM

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

27th Dec - 1st of Jan

27th Dec : Me, Alan and Quan Hao went to drink at cental park ..... Haha Talk things and problems ...... Haha 1st time buying some drink that got 4.8% alcohol ...... I know 4.8% is very little, but hey , we must abuse ...... haha ..... Well, while drinking we went to talk about life, and i realised i did so many wrong things in the past .....

On 31th Dec, me and ALan, went walk walk ...... Cause he got himself into alot of trouble lately, and just want to talk ..... We went to central park and see the countdown .....

Well , 1st of jan ..... NEW YEARS DAY ..... What a bad day to do project, well i went do sengkang there to do my psychology project, Guess where was my friend's house ..... Next to Guo xiang's house ..... haha ..... Spend the whole night editing the project , we suppose to do an advertisment but frankly it doesnt look like one, but we had fun .....

my sad world. 12:42 AM

Blog Introduction
"Sorrowful Hope"
Do you feel that hope is sorrowful ? Well i do

Hope is a cheerful feeling to have I have to admit myself . But hope turns dark when we are grasping on to something that cannot happen or that is impossible .

In some point in our life , we will aim for something we cannot get . It maybe small or big , simple or complex .

People always say that we can loose everything but hope . Once hope is lost , the battle has lost < means everything we worked so hard for and that future is gone >

But is hope really that worth , especially when we cannot obtain it ? Or should it be given up ?

True Feelings
I'm a faithful and loyal guy ....
However if u did sth wrong,
I'LL remember it 4EVA

AIMS in my life
1. I not going to be EMO no more !! (Partly Achieved)

2. I'm going to be the best friend to my friends !! (Forever A Task)

3. Live By this quote : Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

4. Lose weight

5. Know what i want in life, Occupation?

~~6. GPA at least a 3 at the end of poly life (possible but hard)~~ IMPOSSIBLE

7. Read Newspaper everyday?
^-^

Me
Gener : Male
DOB : 15th December 1989
Status : Single
Country : Singapore ( SG )
Primary School : SHPS
Secondary School : SHSS
Teritary Education : TP

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Love Hina
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