Sorrowful-Hope

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Whats wrong with me .....

I've not been slping well , I do not know why ..... But i've been having problems slping , although i am not taking my 'o' levels ..... I been worried like hell .....

Well i'm happy that you said the maths paper is easy ..... i hope the rest are too .....

Jia you wor .....

my sad world. 8:08 AM

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Psychological test

This is a psychological test , we did in "Introduction to psychology" tutorial class .....
Its quite true for me .....

Try this test truthfully and try to imagin what are things that are happening , your answer is the 1st thing that comes to your mind .....

1. You are not alone . You are walking in the woods . Who are you walking with ?

2. You are walking in the woods . You see an animal . What kind of animal is it ?

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal ? (what happen between you and the animal)

4. You walk deeper into the woods . You see a clearing and before you is your dream house . Describe your house.

5. Is your house surrounded by a fence ?

6. You enter the house , walked into the dinning area and see the dinning table . Describe what you see on and around the table .

7. You exit the house by a back door . lying on the grass is a cup . What material is it made of ?

8. What do you do with the cup ?

9. You walk to the edge of your property , where you find yourself at the edge of a body of water . what type of body of water is it ? (eg. river, lakes, reservoir, etc)

10. How yould you cross the water ?

The answers i'll put in black , so you cant see yet , when you are done , highlight the whole posting and you can read the answers .....

1. The person who you are walking with is the most important person in your life .....

2. the size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems .....

3. The severity of your interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems .....

4. The size of your dream house is representative of the size of your ambition to resolve your problems .....

5. No fence is indicative of an open personality . people are welcome at all times .
The presence of a fence indicates a close personality . you'd prefer people not to drop by unannounced .

6. If your answer did not include food, people, or flowers, then you are unhappy .....

7. The durability of the material with which the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship with the person in Q1 ..... For example , styofoam, plasticand paper are all disposable . metal and plastic are durable .....

8. your disposition of the cup is representative of your attitude towards the person Q1

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desires .....

10. How wet you get crossing the water is indicative of the relative importance of your sex life .....

my sad world. 11:30 PM

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Been working like mad .....

Physcially = Collapsed
Mentally = Drained
Spiritally (Heart) = Empty

I'm going to post a posting on the overview of my sentosa working life .....
So its coming soon after i get all the picture of people i know .....

!!! COMING SOON !!!

my sad world. 11:42 AM

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Forever Waiting ....

Is this picture nice ? .... Actually i meant this picture and the words it meant ..... Well its been 2 years since then , if i didn't mean it , i would not have been waiting ..... But now i guess you angry with me .....

Anyways i wanted to say this to you , " ha ha, looks like I'm going to learn psychology before you" Yeah , My time table is out and I'm taking psychology !!! I'm so happy sia , Actually i wanted to take psychology because i want to understand you better , also understand myself better .....

Haxi, 3 more days to go ..... Till i work finish and start school ..... Tired working so much , but i do not want to bother my supervisor , she is going through a hard time in her sentosa life ..... I admire her , in order not to make our moral down , she been acting so cheerful but i know inside she cannot take the stress the managements are putting on her ..... So I'll do my part as a follower to do all my task she placed before me and maybe more just to lessen the load on her shoulders .....

my sad world. 11:02 PM

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Whats the point .....

Whats the point for treating someone good , caring for the person and always being there for the person ..... Even when so many people scold me and discourage me to , i still did ..... At the end of the day , Whats the point of it ? Tell me what did i do wrong ?

A few days ago , I message alot of her friends to message her an encouragement ..... My motive is to make her feel encouraged and motivated to study , also to make her feel that alot of people cares for her ..... Well, i did this because she has been feeling stressed and lonely , or so thats what i feel ..... So you tell me what did i do wrong ? ..... But since when she understood what i meant , she always misunderstand and that she also lazy to take time to understand , Heehee , funny sia she .....

Maybe i'm thinking too much .....
No matter what you choose , i'll always be there for u if you need me ..... I'll always watch over you .....

my sad world. 6:55 AM

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Jia You !!!!!

Many things i did in the shadow ..... Guess You will not know those things .....
Also i will not say nor admit them ..... However i would like you to know them .....

Jia you for your O levels ..... Sorry i failed you as a tution teacher .....

my sad world. 10:38 AM

Monday, October 8, 2007

5th - 7th october

Friday , 5th oct 2007 , i worked fort siloso ...... WOW , I like never work Fort so long already , like 6 months or more ...... The Fort air-conditional spoil ..... Cannot handle the heat , its like i prefer standing outside rather than sitting inside the counter ..... Can you imagin the heat ? ..... So i Made a fan ..... But forgot to bring up to the skytower .....

Is My Fan Nice ?

Saturday , 6th oct 2007 , i wasn't suppose to work ..... Just that someone had their 1st year anniversary of stead , so i took over their shift ..... Hope you had fun ..... But Aishah and Yin Yin waited for me for 2 hours .... Thanks ..... And sorry Aishah , i promised to bring you play skyride and cineblast , but in the end Yin Yin helped me to do so ..... We then had dinner at Vivo city , packed burger king and went to the roof and ate .....

Sunday , 7th oct 2007 , I took my sister's phone to take pictures ..... HAHA ..... I'm goin to take as much pictures with everyone , before i start school , so wait for my posting ..... Today , I got ZAPPED , meaning a conpliment from my supervisor NAZ ..... For the honkie incident ..... But i realised that getting zap is a forced action and not a free will thingy .....

Because of the honkie incident i got zapped because the management saw my report , and others because they took other's shift when they lack of staff ..... So whats the point for getting a compliment when its not the free will ? Also i realised that the zap thingy can redeem a gift , but i would prefer to have people's apprication than a gift .... When people appricate you , you will feel more motivated when working , but a free gift , seriously means nothing to me ..... But i realised that alot of people in my area got Zapped for all the little reasons, thus thus states that my supervisor is tryin to encourage everyone ......

THANKZ LIMBIAH LOOKOUT ......

my sad world. 12:10 AM

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

I Trust You Not To Read .....

The last time i went to your Photobucket , honestly , i did not enter that folder you told me not to enter ..... Although i have a strong feeling that you feel that i entered it ..... Guess i knew its not for me to see , now this post is not for you to see ..... So i hope you did not read it .....

If you want to know the reason why I'm i wanted so long for you , about 2 years already i believe .....
In this posting i'll tell you:
1. I love helping others , you should know ..... Well you also love helping others , remember that time we helped a blind man to raffles place .....
2. You smile is worth everything , i believe i told you before ..... For all the things i did for you , i did not want anything in return , just for you to appreciate it .....
3. You are sweet in your own way .....
4. You are the only one that made me feel loved and cared for ..... Although you always feel i do not listen to you , but i end up doing those things , like taking care of myself .....
5. Still for many more , just at this moment i cant think of anymore , when i think of them i'll add on to this posting .....

Sorry , although she told me that you had no regrets meting me and steading ...... But i still think i'm your worse stead ..... And believe that you are better off without me ..... In some way i think you deserve more than me ..... For me i believe someone like guo xiang is much better for you :
1. Because he is more stronger in physically and mentally ( can protect you much better )
2. More daring ( make you feel more secure with him )
3. More fun
4. More freedom ( Freedom is most important to you )

I wanted to ask you for a very long time , what good memories have i given you ?

I have this feeling that you will read , if so act as though you did not .....

my sad world. 10:01 PM

Monday, October 1, 2007

Some Honkie Ass .....

Today , me and Aishah was at the sky tower counter around 12.45 ..... When a Honkie man came to the counter and flashed his coupons , the coupons were : 2 adults 1 child , to exchange for complementry packages ..... At the same time he told us that he wanted to contact our duty manager , and naturally we asked why ..... His reply was to launch a conplain about the sentosa staff .....

However , i discover that the button for the package had been removed , so i called my Incharge ..... And inturn my Incharge called the respectivce personel .....

However , he was already complaining , and that he kept saying that he wasted his time at sentosa ..... I explained to him nicelt that the package button had been removed and that i could bring him into the attractions 1st if he wanted to , his reply was that he didn't know what he wanted to do ..... So i asked him whether he could have lunch 1st and then come back to the counter to exchange the tickets ...... He agreed , but said that if the button is still not up he could call the whole trip to sentosa off ......

After awhile he came back and we did the exchange of tickets and the afternoon incharge has just arrive in the counter so i asked her to talk to him ..... But from the voice in the background , i heard a few reoccuring words , which were :
1. I do not need complementry , i got money .....
2. The most important factor is that your staff do not recognise me and my family .....

Like WTF lar ..... He thinks his so big ..... This kind of people Piss me off .....

my sad world. 11:11 PM

Blog Introduction
"Sorrowful Hope"
Do you feel that hope is sorrowful ? Well i do

Hope is a cheerful feeling to have I have to admit myself . But hope turns dark when we are grasping on to something that cannot happen or that is impossible .

In some point in our life , we will aim for something we cannot get . It maybe small or big , simple or complex .

People always say that we can loose everything but hope . Once hope is lost , the battle has lost < means everything we worked so hard for and that future is gone >

But is hope really that worth , especially when we cannot obtain it ? Or should it be given up ?

True Feelings
I'm a faithful and loyal guy ....
However if u did sth wrong,
I'LL remember it 4EVA

AIMS in my life
1. I not going to be EMO no more !! (Partly Achieved)

2. I'm going to be the best friend to my friends !! (Forever A Task)

3. Live By this quote : Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

4. Lose weight

5. Know what i want in life, Occupation?

~~6. GPA at least a 3 at the end of poly life (possible but hard)~~ IMPOSSIBLE

7. Read Newspaper everyday?
^-^

Me
Gener : Male
DOB : 15th December 1989
Status : Single
Country : Singapore ( SG )
Primary School : SHPS
Secondary School : SHSS
Teritary Education : TP

Likes :
Cool N Windy Places
Going Out With Frens
Slacking
Playing Games
LOVES Piano Songs ^^

Dislikes :
Working
BackStabers / Liers
Getting Caught In The Middle
Ppl Who Nv Reply Msges
Ppl Who PS, Without Reason
Ppl That Use Others

Recomemded Jap Aminations
Full Moon Wo Sagashite
DN Angel
Lamune
Asatte No Houkou
Canvas
Nagasarete Airantou
Shaman King
Pita Ten
My Wife is a High School Girl
Tsuyokiss
Gakuen Alice
Sumomomo Momomo
Otogi Jushi Akazukin TV
Tokimeki Memorial ~Only Love~
Karin
Kamichama Karin
Hayate no Gotoku!
Rozen Maiden & Rozen Maiden Traumend
Maburaho
Love Hina
Makai Senki Disgaea
Ai Yori Aoshi
Gundam Seed/Destiny
Clannad
Shinigami no Ballad
H2O ~Footprints in the Sand~
Gift Eternal Rainbow
Shugo Chara!

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Kah Mun
Yin.Yin
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WeiLing
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Vinson
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Jewel

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