Sorrowful-Hope

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Been Working Continuous

I been stressed up on work lately , my routine is : Wake
Work
Eat
Sleep

Not enough Sleep and rest time , anyway sorry jane ..... Cant find time this week to teach you accounts , i'll make it up to you .....

Well, today the 30th sept 2007 , i had some stomach upset in the morning and went to the toliet after asking my co-worker to relief me , had a really bad stomach upset ..... Thanks Juriah ...... She also adviced me to drink 100 plus the drink , she said it helps with indigestion ..... Well , i got to admit that it help me alot during the day ..... Guess it worked .....

HAHA , Am i that famous in sentosa ...... I keep going through the sentosa stations, and i keep seeing the incharge of the stations , sentosa and imbiah station , however the incharge keep saying that they keep hearing my name from people ......
Also , when i came back to sentosa , alot of people knew that i was working again on the same day as my first day back .... wield right ? .....
The island supervisor was also happy to hear my voice when i picked up her call at sky tower , i do not know how she recognise my voice .....

my sad world. 10:22 PM

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Fun - to - Sad day .....

Today , the sales at sentosa is very bad ..... An example for Fort siloso went as bad at 2 digit at around 4 o'clock .....

But we at sky tower still had fun , joking around ..... It had been raining the whole day , thus this might be the sole reason for the decline in sales ..... Well i escoted some foreign tourist to their guide , due to a rainy day and their limitaion at the english language .....

I also took some pictures after work .....

However i met my parents at Vivo city , my father told me sort of a bad news ..... That was that his company went to china, thus all workers are retrenched ..... But somehow i feel something was not right, he was laughing and smiling , and tomorrow they are celebrating at work , thus he bought a lot of chocolates ..... Wield .....

my sad world. 10:48 PM

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

I Told You I Hate Break-Ups .... Y AGAIN !!!

Just a few days i personally told you i hate people to break up .... And you told me today that you broke up .....

I hope you wouldn't break up a relationship with another just because the person havce no time to spend with you ..... STOP BEING SO SELFISH ......

Btw , the view at Imbiah Terrace is magnificent ..... Overlooking the vast gliming ocean , with a great panorama View of the coast of Sentosa ..... *I Greatly Recommend it* ...... I went with a depressed girl ..... haha

After much thinking , or rather after listening to a nice song ..... I decided to try to be happy and not be upset by small things ..... I Want to be CHEERFUL !!!!

You told me that I'm a better guy than Guo xiang , but i think you are wrong ..... I'm much worse than him , Really ..... Sorry but i feel that i was your worse Stead you ever had ......
I was never there when you needed me .....
Didn't trust you when we had a big misunderstanding .....
Never left a good memory with you .....
And made you not proud of me at a stead .....

my sad world. 11:17 PM

Sunday, September 23, 2007

I hate breakups ....

Today, i went to work as usual ..... But towards the end, i heard from a friend that my friend just broke up with her boy friend ..... Which happen to be in the same working area as me ......

The reason i heard is that they broke up ..... Because the guy is too stressed and that he feel that he has too little time for the girl, and that he feels that the girls is better off without him .....

I wanna quote from 1 Corinthians 13 :
Love is Patient
Love is kind
Love does not Envy
Love is not boastful
Love is not conceited
Love does not act improperly; is not selfish; does not provoked; does not keep a record of wrongs
Love finds no joy in unrighteousness, but rejoices in the truth
Love bears all things, believes all things, hope all things, endures all things
Love never ends

1st things 1st, Noone is better off without someone else ..... We are all interlinked with each other's lifes .....
To the Friends who i am talking about, i really hope that u follow your heart or you will surely reject .....
Like me , i didn't follow my heart, and now my life is a sadden one as i lost my angel in the sky ..... I hope you do not follow the path i made .....

2ndly, did you consisder the girl's feelings ? ..... Is she really feeling that you are burdening her ? ..... STOP BEING SO SELFISH !!

Do you know why your heart ache so much ...
Cause you lack the trust in the other party .....
Cause there is doubt in your heart .....
Cause you confused .....

Once someone ask me a question , " If you and another guy were to fight over me , what would you do ? "
.... i still remember my answer .....
" I will backout, Cause i hate to fight over things , I will let the other guy take care of you .... But i'll never be far, to take care of you when you need me "
Till now my promise is still been held .....

To someone , I'm the wind ; I'm the shadow ..... Think carefully why i'm like that status .....
The Wind and shadow is around the same .... Means i'm always there, to pick you up when you are down but i'll never be seen and never appricated .....

I really hope that you 2 will make up what you had try to protect dearly ..... It really disheartens me so see anyone like that .....

my sad world. 10:36 PM

Friday, September 21, 2007

Working ..... Life ..... *sigh*

I hate working at Sentosa, because i hate being scolded .....
Because working at sentosa, i'll be scolded on a daily basis .....
If not by the Guest ......
Its the Tour Guides ...... If not .....
Its the InCharge ......

Although I love working at sentosa because their staffs are friendly, and i love my co-workers ..... Thanks Everyone .....

I hate scolding people, thus i hate being scolded in return ......

Recently, i do not know whats bothering me .....
I'm very blur ......
Missed my busstop twice ......
Count coupons wrongly ......
Keep sighing ......
Keep feeling unloved and unneeded ......

I recently Realised that my life is much well off than other's ......
Well mainly because i heard a girl's life story when i was at sentosa .....
Here the summarized story goes : She been brought up with Vulgarities following through her .....
Her Parents are divorced, however still living together (do not
sleep together)
She does not talk to her parents ......

But no matter what, our parents do love us ..... But sometimes we can't feel it ...... Agreed ?

Whenever i feel my life is bad , i will start thinking that someone out there in the world is going through the same situation as me ..... If not same , it be worse ..... This thought is every encouraging, for everyone out there, try it the next time ..... If it succeed , tell me ..... Thanks

Now i know what place i'm in your heart ..... Guo xiang is always better ..... haxi ..... Guess I'll Never Be Good Enough For you ..... You should find him instead of me , since you treasure his things so much ..... Whatever it is i'll support you ..... Anyway my promise is that i'll take care and be there for you even when noone is there for you .....

my sad world. 7:14 PM

Friday, September 14, 2007

Wield People .....

Today, in the morning i went to teach Accounts ...... Which Jane gave me some superd chocolates that she made herself ..... Anyone want chocolates can ask from jane ..... Trust me its heaven .....

After that i went home to have a game of Command and Conquer with johnathan on hamachi .....

Wield thing is i recieved a SMS from an unknown person, that claims to be chrisabel's sister's friend ..... She kept Persistantly ask whether i know christabel, and that do not tell her that she SMS me, or chirstabel's sister will get scolded ..... Her reason was that she wanted to be my friend ..... So i told her i do not know a chirstabel, this is to minimise contact with an unknown source .....

After awhile another unknown person SMS me with the same number , she claimed to be Chirstabel's sister ..... Her reason again was that she wanted to be friends with me ..... Thus again i did not reply .....

Why do they want to be my friend ? .....
I'm not handsome or cool or cute .....
I do not take little children as stead .....
My heart already is filled .....

Well, Chirstabel, if you read this posting ..... Do not confront her, because it might not be her .....

my sad world. 10:41 PM

Thursday, September 13, 2007

1st Semester's Results are out !!

Man !!!
My results are so suck !!

My Grade Point Average (GPA) = 3
Business Accounting = A
Computer Systems Application = A
Communication skills = B
Principles Of Management = C+
Micro-Economics = D+

I promise i will study harder next semester ......

Well, so far in this holiday .....
I been a staff at Sentosa .....
I been a Tution Teacher to Jane for 'O' Level Accounting ..... Well I'm not paid, well partly i didnt want to get paid as i want her to get a good grade and will gladly do that even if her mother didnt invite me to do so .....
And taking care of someone .....

HAHA , i bought a new game ...... Graphics are great .....

my sad world. 11:19 PM

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

Holidays Here At Last

Our exams are over at last .....
For me i went back to sentosa to work .....
Also i must take care of someone , heehee .....

On the 1th of september, i started me 1st day of work, it seems wield going back to sentosa, as its missing something ..... To me seeing the ferry terminal, its like seeing sentosa ..... Now i see a big hole in the ground , its like a part of sentosa is missing ..... Oh Well .....

Well 2 days of working so far, nothing went wrong so its great ..... but i wish i could work more ..... To earn money ..... Well noone likes to work , but everyone loves recieving money ..... How ironic .....

my sad world. 11:32 PM

Saturday, September 1, 2007

Teacher's Day

As of 30th Aug, we ended our Exams, which i have a feeling that i screwed it up ....
My course work marks :
Communication skills = Unknown
Principles Of Management = C+
Microeconomics = C+
Business Accounting = A
Computer System Application = A

Yesterday on teacher's day, we went back to school as we did always .....
However we went to Ang Mo Kio to eat lunch ..... WTH lar, go all the way there to eat lunch !!!! .....

Well, i'm happy that i tagged along ..... It was fun ..... Hmmm Ang Mo Kio wasn't that fun ..... Was after that ..... Too Bad Glenn went home and left me, jane and cui wen ....

We went to Fareast plaza, shopping, shopping and more shopping ..... Than we found siok bin and joy there ..... haha finally see them, espically joy .....

Dinner time !!!!! We sat at BK to eat, however we were adited playing Happy Tree Friends ..... HAHA SO VIOLENT !!!! .....

Sorry i had to send you home to your doorstep ..... Just that felt like the right thing to do and i was worried .....

Well, its a fun day, i hope everyone enjoyed it too .....

my sad world. 10:33 PM

As of 30th of Aug we just ended our 1st semester ..... With Exams, well i have this feeling that i screwed it up ..... SUB exams here i come ......

Yesterday, it was teacher's day ..... We went back school to visit our secondary school teachers ..... After that we went to Ang Mo Kio to eat lunch ..... However, our party of 9 got separated ..... I went with jane, glenn and cui wen ..... Shop till we drop .....

We decided to leave Ang Mo Kio and head to Orchard ..... Which glenn didn't follow us as he was unwell ..... We went to Fareast plaza ..... 1 phrase, girls ar !!!!! both jane and cui wen wore heels and were suffering like mad , so while the went shopping, i went to find slippers ..... Which we unfortunately did not find any suitable for their taste .....

Dinner time, we went for dinner at BK ..... AND PLAY HAPPY TREE FRIENDS game on jane's phone and got so addited ..... And thought about goin to Pub, too bad we didn't go .....

Well, sorry i send you home ..... Just i was worried that someone will find you under your house ..... Sorry .... Hope the both of you had as much fun as me , despite me emoing ......

my sad world. 12:40 PM

Blog Introduction
"Sorrowful Hope"
Do you feel that hope is sorrowful ? Well i do

Hope is a cheerful feeling to have I have to admit myself . But hope turns dark when we are grasping on to something that cannot happen or that is impossible .

In some point in our life , we will aim for something we cannot get . It maybe small or big , simple or complex .

People always say that we can loose everything but hope . Once hope is lost , the battle has lost < means everything we worked so hard for and that future is gone >

But is hope really that worth , especially when we cannot obtain it ? Or should it be given up ?

True Feelings
I'm a faithful and loyal guy ....
However if u did sth wrong,
I'LL remember it 4EVA

AIMS in my life
1. I not going to be EMO no more !! (Partly Achieved)

2. I'm going to be the best friend to my friends !! (Forever A Task)

3. Live By this quote : Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

4. Lose weight

5. Know what i want in life, Occupation?

~~6. GPA at least a 3 at the end of poly life (possible but hard)~~ IMPOSSIBLE

7. Read Newspaper everyday?
^-^

Me
Gener : Male
DOB : 15th December 1989
Status : Single
Country : Singapore ( SG )
Primary School : SHPS
Secondary School : SHSS
Teritary Education : TP

Likes :
Cool N Windy Places
Going Out With Frens
Slacking
Playing Games
LOVES Piano Songs ^^

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BackStabers / Liers
Getting Caught In The Middle
Ppl Who Nv Reply Msges
Ppl Who PS, Without Reason
Ppl That Use Others

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Otogi Jushi Akazukin TV
Tokimeki Memorial ~Only Love~
Karin
Kamichama Karin
Hayate no Gotoku!
Rozen Maiden & Rozen Maiden Traumend
Maburaho
Love Hina
Makai Senki Disgaea
Ai Yori Aoshi
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Shinigami no Ballad
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