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Saturday, July 7, 2007
How long can my heart handle it ?

Please do not read this posting , Now is a good time to to press back and return to the pervious page of your internet browsing .....

Since young i shut myself out from the world ..... Alot of things i kept it inside , my feelings , my thoughts ..... Although i do tell people things , but those are only the surface of the ocean in my heart .....

My family always tell me things about each other , like my grandmother always scolds people by telling me , my parents and brother and sister always tell me things not to tell my grandmother ..... Although i kept all the promises , i really do not wish to know too much things .....
Today my mother told me , i father nearly got into an accident , that nearly cost his life ..... Alone the express way his car skidded .....

Have you ever heard , somethings are better off not knowing ?

For my friends , they do tell me about another person , their likes and dislikes ..... I really do not like to know these things as i'm afraid i ended up telling ..... But the ironic thing is , i do not want to be left out .....

My heart been aching , i'm also not too sure why ..... But i know i can't take the pressure on my heart , its like its goin to explode ..... After everyday i'm keeping more and more secrets .....

my sad world. 9:26 PM

Blog Introduction
"Sorrowful Hope"
Do you feel that hope is sorrowful ? Well i do

Hope is a cheerful feeling to have I have to admit myself . But hope turns dark when we are grasping on to something that cannot happen or that is impossible .

In some point in our life , we will aim for something we cannot get . It maybe small or big , simple or complex .

People always say that we can loose everything but hope . Once hope is lost , the battle has lost < means everything we worked so hard for and that future is gone >

But is hope really that worth , especially when we cannot obtain it ? Or should it be given up ?

True Feelings
I'm a faithful and loyal guy ....
However if u did sth wrong,
I'LL remember it 4EVA

AIMS in my life
1. I not going to be EMO no more !! (Partly Achieved)

2. I'm going to be the best friend to my friends !! (Forever A Task)

3. Live By this quote : Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

4. Lose weight

5. Know what i want in life, Occupation?

6. GPA at least a 3 at the end of poly life (possible but hard) IMPOSSIBLE

7. Read Newspaper everyday?
^-^

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Me
Gener : Male
DOB : 15th December 1989
Status : Single
Country : Singapore ( SG )
Primary School : SHPS
Secondary School : SHSS
Teritary Education : TP

Likes :
Cool N Windy Places
Going Out With Frens
Slacking
Playing Games
LOVES Piano Songs ^^

Dislikes :
Working
BackStabers / Liers
Getting Caught In The Middle
Ppl Who Nv Reply Msges
Ppl Who PS, Without Reason
Ppl That Use Others

Recomemded Jap Aminations
Full Moon Wo Sagashite
DN Angel
Lamune
Asatte No Houkou
Canvas
Nagasarete Airantou
Shaman King
Pita Ten
My Wife is a High School Girl
Tsuyokiss
Gakuen Alice
Sumomomo Momomo
Otogi Jushi Akazukin TV
Tokimeki Memorial ~Only Love~
Karin
Kamichama Karin
Hayate no Gotoku!
Rozen Maiden & Rozen Maiden Traumend
Maburaho
Love Hina
Makai Senki Disgaea
Ai Yori Aoshi
Gundam Seed/Destiny
Clannad
Shinigami no Ballad
H2O ~Footprints in the Sand~
Gift Eternal Rainbow
Shugo Chara!


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

SHSS Friendz ( 5B 2006 )
Jane
Yu.Xin
Giovanna
Melvin.Sim
Alan.liu

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Joanna
Joy
Alice
Kenneth
Christabel
Janani
Shi.Hui
Lee.Seng

God-Family
Gladys
Jessica
Ynez
Wan.Ling

TP Friendz (1B01 2007)
Gary
Wei.Lun
Tiffanie

TP Friendz (2B13 2008)
Martin

TP Friendz (2B01 2008-2009)
Vannessa
Lynette
Jerald.Lam

TP Friendz (Other Classes 2007-2008)
Juliana
Valerie
Celine
Jeremy.Soon
Melissa

Outside Friendz
Charlene
Farhan
Kah Mun
Yin.Yin
Rachel
Linda
Shuan Siang
Fizzah
WeiLing
Maria
Vincent.Tay
Jolinna
Vinson
Aishah
Jewel

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Nail Express

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