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Saturday, June 16, 2007
1St Time Going To A Pub ..... What are Friends ??

Yesterday , 9pm i departed from my house to go to Cafe Del Mar at Sentosa ..... My mother got an invitation for a party to celebrate 3 co-worker's birthday ..... Well the place had a nice environment , it has chairs , beds , sofa , etc ..... But there was nothing much for us to do as we seldom drink and never smoke , thus we went to the palawan beach 7-11 to get drinks ..... When we returned the 3 birthday girls blew out the candles and were thrown into the pool ..... Followed that , my mother asked her co-worker for his preference on a drink , and thus bought a alcoholic drink for my brother since the sole reason for coming was to have a drink ..... Well the place was nice , but i guess not the kind of place for me .....

Recently , I been feeling that some of my friends are using me and that i'm not really wanted as a percious friend in their life ..... They are never around when I'm drifted away into the darkness ..... But they are always there when they need help or just plain bord ..... I Hate This Feeling .....

Although i been feeling this since , well , super long ago .....

So tell me , What are Friends ? .....
1. Always be there even in good or bad ? .....
2. Ready to help at any moment ? .....
3. Always make you cheer up even the darkness of nights .....
4. Caring for you physcially and memtally ? .....
5. Always know how you are feeling ? .....
6. Understanding you ? .....

Right now , I do not feel none of these from my friends ..... Well , they are too busy i guess ..... Haxi .....

Well , noone will do anything either , cause they do not bother ..... So why am i always trying to be the best friend anyone has ever had ? ..... Whats wrong with me ? ..... The saying goes " What goes around , comes around " ..... I guess thats seriously wrong ..... Or maybe i should not try so hard to be the best friend to them ? .....

Well someone answer me ? .....
I guess I really need a friend .....

my sad world. 1:36 AM

Blog Introduction
"Sorrowful Hope"
Do you feel that hope is sorrowful ? Well i do

Hope is a cheerful feeling to have I have to admit myself . But hope turns dark when we are grasping on to something that cannot happen or that is impossible .

In some point in our life , we will aim for something we cannot get . It maybe small or big , simple or complex .

People always say that we can loose everything but hope . Once hope is lost , the battle has lost < means everything we worked so hard for and that future is gone >

But is hope really that worth , especially when we cannot obtain it ? Or should it be given up ?

True Feelings
I'm a faithful and loyal guy ....
However if u did sth wrong,
I'LL remember it 4EVA

AIMS in my life
1. I not going to be EMO no more !! (Partly Achieved)

2. I'm going to be the best friend to my friends !! (Forever A Task)

3. Live By this quote : Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

4. Lose weight

5. Know what i want in life, Occupation?

6. GPA at least a 3 at the end of poly life (possible but hard) IMPOSSIBLE

7. Read Newspaper everyday?
^-^

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Me
Gener : Male
DOB : 15th December 1989
Status : Single
Country : Singapore ( SG )
Primary School : SHPS
Secondary School : SHSS
Teritary Education : TP

Likes :
Cool N Windy Places
Going Out With Frens
Slacking
Playing Games
LOVES Piano Songs ^^

Dislikes :
Working
BackStabers / Liers
Getting Caught In The Middle
Ppl Who Nv Reply Msges
Ppl Who PS, Without Reason
Ppl That Use Others

Recomemded Jap Aminations
Full Moon Wo Sagashite
DN Angel
Lamune
Asatte No Houkou
Canvas
Nagasarete Airantou
Shaman King
Pita Ten
My Wife is a High School Girl
Tsuyokiss
Gakuen Alice
Sumomomo Momomo
Otogi Jushi Akazukin TV
Tokimeki Memorial ~Only Love~
Karin
Kamichama Karin
Hayate no Gotoku!
Rozen Maiden & Rozen Maiden Traumend
Maburaho
Love Hina
Makai Senki Disgaea
Ai Yori Aoshi
Gundam Seed/Destiny
Clannad
Shinigami no Ballad
H2O ~Footprints in the Sand~
Gift Eternal Rainbow
Shugo Chara!


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

SHSS Friendz ( 5B 2006 )
Jane
Yu.Xin
Giovanna
Melvin.Sim
Alan.liu

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Joanna
Joy
Alice
Kenneth
Christabel
Janani
Shi.Hui
Lee.Seng

God-Family
Gladys
Jessica
Ynez
Wan.Ling

TP Friendz (1B01 2007)
Gary
Wei.Lun
Tiffanie

TP Friendz (2B13 2008)
Martin

TP Friendz (2B01 2008-2009)
Vannessa
Lynette
Jerald.Lam

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Juliana
Valerie
Celine
Jeremy.Soon
Melissa

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Charlene
Farhan
Kah Mun
Yin.Yin
Rachel
Linda
Shuan Siang
Fizzah
WeiLing
Maria
Vincent.Tay
Jolinna
Vinson
Aishah
Jewel

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Nail Express

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